MaRriaGE aGAIn???
On 7:06 PM , Tuesday, June 27, 2006

hehe.. marriage again arr!!!! Oh my God.. every1 is talking about this after camp in yf.. er.. my sis too.. anyway.. she n some friends.. r PLANNING THEIR MARRIAGE!!! .... not tat they r going to marry.. but they really think a lot man.. (planning who to get marry lah.. n mayb got a list.. then keep ticking or crossing lor..) :p
come on.. i m still young la.. my sis told me tat her husband must be romatic.. hahaahhaha!!!! i juz feel like laughting!!!! hehe.. hoho... anyway.. i dont really think i should plan so fast coz i m onli 15!!! i m young!!! n still havnt know enough thing :P.. so.. planning is sure not part of my job of my 15 age life.. hehe.. but i m influced lah.. haha
anyway!!! Liu xiang is so cool!!! i cant wait 4 the next Olympic.. by then.. i will sure stick well to my tv!! yeaH!! u rockz man.. juz 4 information... he ran really fast ok.. n he is so cool... ARR!!!! really!!! somehow.. pagar is made 4 him.. wow.. so cool.. 1st chinese who ran lower than 12 saat.. 12.94 man.. he aso got a advertisment 4 NIKE man!!!! so cool!!!! arrr!!!!
LALALALALALALALA..
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Liu(2) Xiang(2).. A gOOd paGAr RunNEr.. CHinA waN.. He iS CooL aNYWay... :)
On 5:12 PM , Monday, June 26, 2006
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My LiFe... :P
On 4:18 PM ,
Me.. my life is simple... i m juz a simple ppl... but i juz wanna share something about my life.. i come fr a not really rich.. but not really poor family.. hehe... i get mostly everything i want basicly... bt.. after joining yf.. my life changed.. really..
from small... i m a good student.. hehe... ya.. i love sport since small.. play basketbal in primary sch.. ran for sch.. then.. i entered a gal sch-convent..:) Honestly.. i didnt wanna go to tat so called "GOOD" sch... sad... the teacher r actually really bad... some lah.. juz tat no1 knows.. drop tat topic..:( form 1... life is like tat... i ran for sch..go mssj... broke my hand.. sad year... but i m really satified tat time.. coz i m doing quite well in sch... my result is good.. top 3.. but.. i actually hates books... :) hehe.. books sacks.. i studied b'coz other ppl study... most of my time r spent in sleeping.. hehe.. anyway.. i didnt care about religion.. coz i dont mind at tat time... for me.. violin is something i like n is 4 me.. somehow my relationship with ppl became worse coz i was so selfish.. n my home became somewhr i release my anger.. i started to hate to go home.. hating ppl around me...
well... form 2 came... my sport life is good... studies is good.. everything the same.. oo... n i m aso really an unopen ppl tat time.. i never tell ppl about my stuff coz i scare they will tell ppl.. so.. the onli thing i can do is cry.. tat is y now i m a good cryer... :( anyway.. 1 day... when my sis came back.. i saw her bible.. so i went n take a look... as i said(i hate books).. but something atttacted me.. 1 day.. i went to yf.. yf is cool.. got a lot ppl.. at least i c ppl during my weekends.. usually i stay at home slp or study or go shopping wan... through a phone.. i became a christian.. tat time.. i know nothing.. juz asked to do so.. so do lo... n my sis told me tat i must take up this responsible.. so i went for yf weekly.. learn things.. know friends.. but i still didnt beleive with anything.. finally 1 day.. i prayed as they were doing so.. wow.. things changed.. dont know wat.. but something changed... er... i love prayer time... n started to learn to pray...
thanks 4 hui ying.. i learnt quiet time... at 1st not often done... i learnt to serve god.. when i run.. when i play violin.. when i study... then i knew a great friend- JOY!!! she is joyful like her name... v became so so so good friends.. like sisters... REALLY!!! i really love her honestly!! i became more open.. v always talk about our trouble..go cg together.. i stared to became a christian.. living a christian life.. go to church..
well.. things didnt go smoothly.. thank god v overcome it.. i started to save my relationship with my family... n aso friends.. but failed.. my result went down coz i cant managed everything at once.. no1 can be 24 hours with me... so i seek god so so badly.. finally... during the impact conferce.. n esp... god impacted me... yeah!! things go so wrong bt i know tat god is alway with me... so i m strong.. i fear the lord... quiet time became a must..
2006.. form3 aridi... PMr year.. :( thank god.. i maneged to make a turn back b4 the pertengahan exam.. YEAH!!! hehe... during sport time.. i backslided actually... haiz.. i fokus too much at there... mssj tat time.. i m totally the different direction to god... :( coz something happened.. i fokus so much at some1 who is so good in sport... but later.. i got back after a great disappointment.. i was broken bcoz of this actually... but god didnt left me... yeah!!!
well.. thing isn't really good... of coz every1 hav problem wat... but i stared to dislike yf.. coz i was said by ppl.. so i hate myself a lot.. finally.. jit took a talk with me.. thing went better.. during camp.. god was really there... esspecially tat night at jit room.. anyway.. many thing happened.. but i had a better relationship with god n bro n sis in yf.. eventhought i will not be 1 of they who r "big".. but at least i m myself.. no1 would like me.. but i dont feel like caring aridi.. so.. GOOD!! later.. my hand again.. haiz... dont know y cant be stranghen la.. haiz.. but i can run le.. hohoho..haha.. cool...
i m not the same anymore.. eventhought i m fizically the same.. i m not pretty.. not clever than the clevest.. i cant pray as good as others.. cant run as fast as Muar gal.. but i m happy for wat i m now.. watever ppl wanna say.. go ahead la.. hehe.. none of my bussiness anyway.. at least now i care about others.. n not juz hanging over with the COOL ppl.. hehe.. juz wanna thanks joy!!! thank u ppl.. thank u friends.. n jit.. n thank god 4 my everything.. my talent.. n this real great chance!!!
LALALALALALALALA..
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God's actions..
On 8:00 PM , Saturday, June 17, 2006
God's action.. surely difficult 4 us to realise.. today.. i finally see some.. today was parent day 4 yf.. rockzz 4 me... during prayer meeting b4 the event starts.. every1 was praying so so... ermm.. high emotional.. juz wanna share about wat happened tat touch my heart...
at 1st we prayed 4 the program.. suddenly Yoshua cane in front n asked us to pray differently.. tat really open up my n every1's heart.. actually i was really upset 4 my injured hand tat cause me to do thing with onli 1 hand.. i was keep asking god about wat the reason of this.. somehow.. i relized actually this is wat i want.. haiz.. i always wanted a challengging life.. so god gave me.. this give me a lesson tat i m actually wanting pain.. hurts.. n suffering.. hehe.. but i realized tat i still can do lots of thing wite juz 1 hand.. hehe... example.. projektor.. serving ppl food 4 today.. HOORAY!!! but now i m typing so slow with onli 1 hand man.. :p .. n next week wil b participating a Reka Cipta pertandingan.. how m i going to do tat with onli 1 hand?! haiz.. see lo..
thank you ppl who helped me today.. TQ!!!
ermm... actually i was upset too b'coz.. erm.. i m a ppl who will easily hurted n touched or become happy with anything.. hehe.. this is me.. haha! :P anyway, it is b'coz i think tat every1 dont like me.. dont know y.. i will alway think like tat wan.. so today i used the prayer time mostly 4 this.. i juz cried when ppl were praying so hard.. dont know y but everytime i pray i will cry.. hAIZ.. but i know even every1 dislike me.. god still love me.. finally i accepted this.. haiz.. but then.. god seem to showed me somthing.. gals came out to pray 4 my hand.. i was so glad.. 4 me.. god showed me wat love is.. love between each friends.. OH MY GOD!! but it is so true.. haiz.. happy!!!
anyway.. today was good to me.. wanted to write more but got some difficulty of typing lah.. anyway.. i learnt tat salvation is really a bleesing.. everytime i sees my friend tat dont know god.. i really sad.. but i cant take care of every1 in my life.. i cant even take care of myself properly actually.. still tying to do so.. hope tat some wil be save.. Thank u 4 helping me today 4 any1 who helped me!!! thx a lot.. but i m still enable lah.. pls dont treat me like a stupid nut.. coz i m still useful ok... at least i can serve HIM...
* wont b postiong so often.. PMR coming.. thx 4 reading my blog... God bless every1!!*
LALALALALALALALA..
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Paying What i wanted so badly..
On 7:14 PM , Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Sports... yap!!! cool... sports is everything to me.. but this simple, tiring, healty activiti actually caused lots of trouble to me.. hehehehe... of coz there will sure nothing is free.. but juz think tat mayb it juz cost too much to me...
my left hand is hurt..it is so weak.. i cant even lift up haevy thing with it now.. sad.. injury again.. tat doctor again.. juz seek of seeing his face n being treat by him.. he is so.. haiz.. very.. powerful.. twisting my hand+leg here n there.. PAIN ok... juz seek of tat la!!! y everytime injured wan???? wat is the point of being injured?! n need to train again.. i m seek of it.. i juz hate my soft useless bone.. alway injured.. I m really seek of it man!!! i had enough! when will God stop giving me such a test??? i had enough!! i juz hate injury!!! yet it juz come so freely.. cant u go away??
mayb sport means not much for others.. but 4 me.. i juz cant stop loving it.. i love the feeling of sucess after hard, tiring, happy training.. i love challenge.. but not injury.. after the fall, i realized how weak my bone is.. haiz.. juz b'coz of this.. i cant bang ppl during basketball match.. haiz.. ppl hav strong bone.. so good... i m seek of this...
after all, i really learnt n tasted a lot from mssd n j.. it is so great to work as a team.. cheering of each other.. unforgetable experince.. konw many friends.. but.. a lot is paid for tat.. my sleeping time used for training.. money used to buy all kind of medicine... miss lesson.. gotta study twice more than others... i m seek of tat.. haiz.. but it all this worth?? somehow, i juz think it is worth.. dont know y..
i seek of being easily injured.. easily cry.. lack of sleep... tasting those PAIn.. juz sacks.. juz feel like lift all this down.. but isnt this wasting wat god gave me? after all, not every1 can run.. n all can lompat pagar.. as ppl says.. isnt whether u wanna run or not.. is about whether u hav the talent or not.. so.. sure i must run.. god gave this to me.. so i should run..
Pain.. time.. training.. studies problem.. scars.. everything.. come to me.. desicions.. juz too much 4 me mayb.. run.. juz a verb... but meant too much to me... sports meant too much to me.. so i hav no choice i think.. juz hav to take n overcome them.. i hate pain.. but i like the feeling of sucess after hard work.. satifiction after i ran.. happiness.. everything.. somehow.. tat pain is juz like a stone in my road.. too much.. uncountable.. onli thing to do is to juz walk over.. tears.. so wat?
Through suffering, these bodies of ours constantly share in the dealth of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our bodies. (2 CORINTHIANS 4:10)
LALALALALALALALA..
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FiZIkal ProBLem..
On 10:03 PM , Monday, June 12, 2006
YEAH!!! result came out lor.. happy.. not satified... but still happy.. Praise the Lord!!! hahahaaha... but not every1 happy le.. khai li unhappy... sad.. dont lar... come on.. juz pertengahan onli le.. not PMR la.. nvm.. try next time lo..
haiz.. i CAMP SICK la... happened after seeing tien hui's blog last night.. fulled of pic.. memories.. haiz... sad.. miss everything.. It was a really awesome, great, meaningful camp which is so so so unforgetable man!!!! hahahahaha... sad to say Kuantan is so far... cry.. sad... haiz...
beside those.. almost my body hurts la... haiz.. long time no run then suddenly ran.. muscle pain man.. leg pain.. sad... tat means i hav not been moving 4 a while le... sad.. lost passion 4 sports i think.. juz feel like staying at home study.. watch tv.. sleep.. hahhahaha.. but most weird is my hand.. which had twist b4 during mssd last last year.. haiz.. now suddenly pain le.. dont know y.. is like going to be twist again.. or mayb going to fall out aridi.. :p... not sure... haiz.. but dont fell like going to see doctor coz the doctor very... erm.. press the joing there every hard.. PAIN!!! so bettter dont see him la.. hhahahaha..
result came out!!!! yeah!! happy to me.. really is a move for me to study... hahahhaa.. but not every1 happy.. got ppl very sad in my class.. wat to do?? .... i cant do anything... dont know le.. haiz.. decisions again...
desicions again.. juz dont understand y cant i take part in interact club.. sport has over man.. juz a few meeting wat.. not much.. y??? ... alway like tat wan...
anyway, sch rockz.. everything rockz.. hehehehe.. life rockzzzz...
LALALALALALALALA..
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NorMAl LiFE bUT SPEciaL HeaRT..
On 10:10 PM , Sunday, June 11, 2006
yoooo... today is so so so busy man... die... tired la... juz need slp... speaker in church was so so emotional.. is good le.. he said a lot.. angryly i think.. but i think he has his point la... after all.. who will save others if v as christian dont do so??! so i still trying la...
after church, went eating together with youth.. great time.. but i juz felt.. somehow i juz dont belong to 1 of them ... dont know y.. mayb i m still not completely ok.. or i think too much.. dont know le.. but something juz happened n shocked me so much!!! hahahaha.. too bad is secret la.. hahha..
later... no rest.. went 4 counser meeting of interact club.. quite boring.. sat there 4 2 hours doing nothing.. but is a good experince coz this is my 1st time attending this kind of meeting.. formal..ya.. later.. walked to sch with friends.. the weather was so good... so v walked.. hahaha.. sily.. but v had a great time talking... playing.. n try to jump into Convent as the door was locked.. hahahahha... long time didnt use tat hole aridi.. remember the last time i use was few years ago.. with athet.. saadah aso there.. juz miss her suddenly.. haha.. hope she is ok now.. dont know at where le... hiaz...
sports is quite fun.. wanted to run 5 rounds.. but ended up running 4 1 onli.. hehehe.. better than nothing la... hahaha.. anyway, sry Joy.. later palyed with the youths.. cool.. fun.. long time no speed aridi.. i know my sport prestasi aridi dropping la... haha.. nvm anyway... juz lost the deep passion 4 sport.. dont know y.. mayb b'coz exam came too sudden.. or mayb coz mssm lo.. dissapointment i think.. haha..
tmr die la..... result coming out.... die..... so sad... hope wont b very lan la.. pray.. haha.. but i know no use aridi la... -_-" hehe..sej folio finally done... i thought finish but i forgot to type the 1st page of folio... Xian diao.. so tired.. but still need to type things.... haiz... half died.. still type blog.. i sot aridi la.. haha.. juz need more n more n more sleep n rest.. haiz.. but my work seem to be unfinishable la.. haiz.... die... haah.. tmr lagi die.. result is out.. dont know wat will happen.. holiday past away so fast.. sad... sch again.. fun.. n scare.. hahahahahaahahahh.. juz loving it.. hahaahahhaha...
after all, today rockzzzzz.....holiday past by... i learnt a lot during this holiday.. juz wannna say sry to any1 tat i may hurted.. really SORRY!!!!! n 4 those who r in trouble, it is time to let go la... letting go so so so so relaxing.. ya!!!!!! aftr holiday, sch starts.. with a new, strong, protected, well-placed, clean, happy heart.. i shall face my coming rintangan.. hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!
Life is the same... but i learnt... tasted bitterness... faced somthing i ran away long time ago.. built frendship... had a great time relaxing but i need more la.. n shopped.. after all, i think is time of me to help others.. yeah!!!!
LOve, Peace?, Joy... peace ar.. nope!! never.. i prefer challenging life.. with tat i will grow.. ya..
LALALALALALALALA..
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LOve..
On 7:24 PM , Saturday, June 10, 2006

today was special.. it was so great at yf, noy b'coz of the decoration, or the worship rockzzz... but b'coz god showed me wat is LOVE.. not juz for wat Yoshua said.. but for everything tat happened at the touching moment..
it was so awesome tat i juz dont know how to say.. speechless.. every1 cried out.. n prayed... i was so impressed b'coz i always think tat every1 is perfect.. now, finally i know tat every1 was problem.. n hardships.. every1 need love.. wanna be loved.. wanna be pure.. but tat is impossible.. Love is kind and patient.. love do not record wrongs.. love always hope.. after reading this verse 4 long time, onli today i really understood... after all, love stands no.1.. relationship is really important... tat is y i decided to let down.. juz forgive as Jesus Christ, son of God forgave us.. ya.. forgive some1 feels like lifting down a huge rock.. somehow.. if the rock isn't lifted down, v will never taste true love.. ya..
after all, i juz dont care anymore... wat others want to say about me.. haiz... i will not believe or think of wat they said about me anymore.. coz juz so hurt.. love do not record wrongs.. ya.. so i mustn't record those hurts.. juz let go.. life may be the same but my heart n opinion isn't the same anymore.. i wil protect myself fr being hurt n love each other.. ya..
hehe.. parent day next week... not really excited but scare.. haha... hope tat everything will go smooth.. n today was great!!!! i realised tat after we came bac fr camp.. everything changed! worship became so good n awesome... thank God!!! juz wanna tell those who has problem to be strong.. hehe.. running away make no use.. i tried b4 aridi lah.. no use wan... still need to face 1day.. so better face it strong n fast b4 it become worst... hehe.. happy!!!!!
anyway, today's worship rockzz!!! great job Paulus!!!! after all, i finally let down.. release.. cool.. eventhough ppl may not like me or dont even care about me or hate me, i dont care anymore.. coz i know god love me... n every1.. so there is no point cryig b'coz of ppl's action.. or words...
hehe... sch going to reopen aridi... die.. my bm sure habis... n dont even know y will i write something like tat.. but nvm.. haha.. er... hope tat others wont disappoint me lah! haha.. hehe.. juz dont feel like crying after sch... haha..
i miss u guys lah!! i miss kl... n cousins... n shopping.. but i aso like unpolluted world.. so.. i prefer KLUANG!!!! Yeah!!!! great hometown.. without shopping malls.. without pasar malam tat rockz.. without foods tat taste awesome.. but has love tat cant be forgotten...
Love is patient n kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. (1 corinthians 13:4)
LALALALALALALALA..
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Travelling.. YEAH!!!!!
On 10:31 PM , Friday, June 09, 2006
hehe.. Kl was so great.. So big.. Full of cars n people... hehe.. Shopping rockzz... Hahahaha..
6/6/2006
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reach kl n met all my cousin.. so cool.. coz long time no see aridi.. haha.. fun.. v talked a lot n went shopping at Sungei Wang.. so big.. cant finish shop.. too much to be seen.. but not much money given.. sad.. bought a few things onli.. haha.. but so fun..great to shop with all cousins.. hehe... at nite.. wanted to watch THE OMEN.. but too scare to do so.. so went home..v did slpt.. but it was at 7:30am.. v watched a taiwan drama which it is so long tat v used 3 nights to finish.. hehe.. 1st time of my life i slpt at tat time.. Oh my god.. haha.. juz so great to wite all cousins..
7/6/2006
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excited day..woke up at 2pm.. haha.. v wanted to watch THE OMEN which onli peeople with age of 18 or above can see.. v tried to dress like 18.. walk like 18.. hehe.. too bad the man juz want prove..i mean ic.. which v dont hav.. ticket was wasted.. Lea got angry.. 4 a while.. haha.. so went shopping.. at night..tried to buy cd of THE OMEN to watch at home but juz cant find 1.. haha.. very fun.. v went 4 a searh at those night food stalls.. find a guy with a basket of cd.. haha.. but lost him.. then tried to find him.. haha.. too bad failed.. went other places.. haha.. keep chasing after ppl to buy cd.. haha.. Wai kit, u r the best!!! onli u dare to do such a thing.. haha.. go back home..cant stand anymore.. too tired... so slpt earier.. 2am..
8/6/2006
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woke up at 1 something.. went shopping at 1 utama.. hehe.. very big... but everything there were so expensive.. v juz walked in all those shops n walked out at the next minute.. haha.. but happily to say! i found wat i want.. haha.. so cool... haha.. satified.. actually not really.. but so happy!! Yeah!!! v watched to movie of Korea.. quite boring.. but nice.. haha.. Later v went to pasar malam.. dont know at whr.. kl too big.. most of the time i dont even know whr m i.. haha.. Pasar malam rocks..!!! got lots of things.. too cheap aridi.. haha.. but too much things.. dont know wat to buy.. most of the time juz walked through.. went home with lots of things.. n a wallet with hole.. hehe.. i went broke..haha.. but it is common to me... haha.. went home.. watch tat unfinishable drama.. so nice.. until 6am.. wai klt seem to be going so high until sot aridi..haha.. v had a great nite.. talking.. playing.. laughting... n watching... haha..
9/6/2006
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today.. went back to klg.. great.. home sweat home.. my bed rockz.. after 3 days of crazy nights.. very tired.. juz tired.. haha..
Trip was cool.. i learnt a lot..
1. It is difficult to cheat..
2. relationship is important
3. i love all my family..
4. kl is really big.. n noisy.. not my home... juz a place 4 me to shop.. haha..
5. dreams can take over a person's life... i m not sure whether i m rite or her but juz wanna say
tat no matter wat u r, i will still try my best to be a good cousin..mayb i didnt this time but
next time.. sure! coz with god help, no thing is imposible.. ya..
i m really happy to hav such a cousins.. i know no1 is perfect.. so do i.. ya.. i believe the love between all of us sure can overcome troubles.. ya.. thx 4 being a great cousins.. thx a lot... juz wanna ask tongtong to eat, stop dieting... juz dont think this is a good way.. n.. as u all know.. ya.. life is difficult.. but be strong... ya..
LALALALALALALALA..
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Is every christian really good?
On 7:52 PM , Tuesday, June 06, 2006
This is actually somthing i cant figure out b'coz lots of things juz happened on my 1 chriatian friend.. she labelled herself as christian... but... she changed lots of bf.. wondering around.. meaningless i think.. v study in a same class.. same religon... same sex... but i juz cant understand her... she is preety.. but alway do weird things in my class... she is in the list of noughty student... yet acted so freely.. v used to b good friend.. i tried to stop her fr repeating wat sh did wrong.. but she juz dont care.. y??? i aso dont know lah.. y must she alway talk about guys?? i m sure there is something better to talk about.. y??? too bad.. i juz cant stand her...mayb is b'coz of jealosy.. or juz bored of tat.. or mayb i had enough.. so i decied to stop talking to her... i didnt really noticed this but 1 day she walked towards me n said:" Xueqi, i think v hav not been talking 4 a while aridi hor..(In chinese lah)", by then, i woke up!!! Ya!! It is true...
mayb i juz cant stand it anymore... or mayb i forgot about her... i lost the passion to help her... i knew i must do something... but juz failed to do so lah.. Must i or mustn't i????? after so many heart broken, must i??? mayb... i juz cant make my decision until camp... Camp rockzzzz.... mayb GOD placed us at teh beach 4 a reason.. YA!!! sure.. juz like the beach, wave juz keep coming.. non-stop... juz c how u overcome it.. u may stand far away, but u onli can see the beach without tasting the fun... but if u walk through it, wave will come after u.. so, it is juz the same as my this decision.. If i helped her.. v sure be best friend..but this will be damn difficult... so.. hehe.. still thinking...
DEcision..decision.. i m not scared by how many will i receive, but scared by how big the matter is.. ya.. juz like wat happened wite others.. something i juz dont understand y is it always me.. but it is ok.. coz GOD is with me.. thank God...
Blest be the tie that blinds
Our hearts in Christian love
The fellowship og kindred minds
Is like to that above.
LALALALALALALALA..
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CoOL TriP..
On 3:21 PM , Monday, June 05, 2006
YEAH!! finally got a blog.. hehe.. not sure how i did it.. but juz Happy man... hehe.. Kota Tinggi rockz.. mayb it is small.. but cool.. juz came back fr Desaru n kota tinggi.. quite fun.. coz spent time wite family.. better than i excepted.. Cool man.. Life is juz so free.. HOLIDAYZZZ!!!!!!!! Sleep!!!! YEAH!!!! but tmr going Kl aridi... missing all my cousins at kl lah... juz cant wait to see all of them..YEAH!!! but life in kl is so.. dont know how to say lah.. juz.. nameless... er... not good... but fun... but juz turn my life upsidedown.. backsiding.. forget about kluang.. Juz hope tat i wont repeat wat i did last holidayz... hehe.. onli can pray loh...
Somehow, i juz cant finish doing my sej folio.. juz suckz... unfinishable... driving me crazy... but i think going to finish aridi lah... haha.. hope so..
Life went better after the camp... Beach rockz.. i juz love it... but i learnt most fr this camp.. unforgiveness is a sin.. Juz cant stop reflecting in my mind.. mayb it is time to let go.. but juz too hard.. but as hui ying said.. Without God's help, nothing is imposible... ya!!!!
After all, sport juz lost the place in my heart.. dont know y... juz lazy to run aridi.. juz wanna slp.. n eat.. n slp again... HAha... tat is y sunday i must run 5 rounds.. i dont care.. haha.. hope i will do tat.. haha.. juz hope lah...
------- Happy is the person who find wisdom and gains understanding (proverbs 4:13)--------
LALALALALALALALA..
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