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On 8:47 PM , Saturday, August 30, 2008

EXPECTATION.

You know, for every school, there will surely a banch of humans creating drama in a negative way, and another banch cracking their minds making up for the reputation. HAHA? Unfortunately, or fortunately., I TER-enter the cracking banch's class living in high tension. YAY?

You know, it's a kind of blessing and devastation to wake up every morning in aware that you need, have, no choice but to study. It makes your day delightful because you knows there are people out there facing the tension with you. It satisfies you, if you accomplished something out of a long dreadful week of book-ing. It changes your day to know that you have an awesome God ahead of your doubts and vagueness. Ironinya, it breaks you if you failed or kena ejek for being stupid or being scolded. It limits you from doing things you should, or you really love (umpamanya, S-P-O-R-T). It makes you a self-centered person and soon or later, a cold-blooded machine.

I guess, that's what society don't see. What lays behind SPM result.

I don't know why. But, we are always expected to get back on tune quick after a disaster. Isn't it? We are expected to find our inisiatif to get things right, sedangkan we are tired. Broken. Little mistakes are magnified; little success cant be boasted; hair must be tidy and Olympics-styled; ibunda languages are banned; class need to be decorated; attendances are compulsory; "exam tomorrow!"; the society needs modal insan!;.. Where can we find strength to be that perfect, anyway?

The fact is, there is. After all, it just makes me to feel so blessed and contented to have certain assurance from people that matters a lot. You know, acknowledging that I have a class to fit in and suffer together, it really gratifies me. It makes me wake up every morning not just thinking about those unfinished syllabus, moreover the joy to engage my suffiocating two-months days with this 5Sc1.

What more can anyone asks for?

Anyway, today was FUN man! HOHO.. Laying under the hot sun, just to make that 351cm long line, fear-factoring with disgusted !@$%#&$ frogs and happily pulling and pulling with whatever strength left! WOW lah. But hor, our class lost all the attempts..HAHA. Plus, my first ever Dikir Barat working with interesting Malays in my last-year Hari Kemerdekaan. A day of duty-free celebration with insane humans, for the first time watched a familiar powerpoint being contented without the needs of pressing..TIK-TIK-TIK..

What more can I ask for my last year of SMKCC National Day celebration?

UH-
And Malaysia flag dinaikkan.
The same familiar not-good timing. HAHA.
I know I will miss this day, after 5 years.
Zillions of small flags reminded me that i might not be able to experience such unity again. I miss, but I shall move on.

Malaysia, 51 years of not-so-easy road huh?
To you, Malaysia. This shall be my wishes and prayer.
May the name of Jesus be known and heals.
I love you! YAY-ies..

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 2:03 PM , Wednesday, August 20, 2008

"I saw the race, it is very regrettable,"

"What determines the success of an athlete's career is the kind of high level overall results he achieves during the career. You have to forget this race. The road is long, keep going." -Yao Ming.

What a word from the tall man to Liu Xiang. geng lah!
HAHA.

KEEP GOING!

Anyway, holidays been out-of-tune. HAHA.
FOCUS.FOCUS.FOCUS..

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 9:42 PM , Monday, August 18, 2008

OLYMPICS 2008 - BEIJING, CHINA
It's every athelet's dream, hidden desires, or mission., to be an Olympics Champion. As an audience, It's a reluctant feeling, to see, yet not having the ability to change things. Despite the fact that Malaysia isnt doing well, you know.
THANKS to MALAYSIA HERO!! Lee Chong Wei!! We are now ranked 54!!!
WOW!
SOLUTE!!

But candidly, who on earth can EVER imagine, feel, or being near to fully understand their feelings?

THOSE, who bear hopes.

THOSE, who trained so hard. Fading away alone behind THOSE big names.

THOSE..whose pain is unafforable,
too expensive to be fully taste by people.

(LIU XIANG, STILL HERO!)

How much it really cost to get a Gold.

(Hepthalon victory! Oh my, Roger Federer is seriuosly charming in red!)

The fine humble-ness that stood up shining! LU NA-CHINA

The costly price - 8 years of waiting.

The gladness to have someone standing by your despair

The story laying behind perfections.

The defeated shadow behind "YAY!!!"
Bao Chunlai lost during quarter final., uh-

(BAO CHUNLAI STILL THE BEST!! WOOHOO!)

Winning tears.

And of course, for once- MALAYSIA!!
Changing history, withstanding the high pressure.

what matters most in a team.
So what if there's a 30 point gap?

(Sun Yue cool lah!)

After all, who will understanding those feeling other than themselves? Who will understanding the pressure, the failures, the victory..,? Who will understanding their life, to be set apart? To be shaped in a tough way?

I, most probably will never get a chance to understand.
or, I may.
though, I am glad. For I found Him.
Despite how overwhelming the world is.

anyway, taking pictures are exciting too! HAHA
"I am ordinary, so what?"

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 2:10 PM , Saturday, August 02, 2008

DRY.WORLD.

I woke up this morning. DRY. What a DRY day.
You know, it isn't easy to paksa yourself to do things you should. (be discipline lah)
and when you failed to do so, it sucks.
It makes your whole week worthless.
Pressurized by the overwhelming 'unfinished business'.
Confusion, and more complication.

It's just another day, without any record-breaking history.
WAHAHA? again?

Do you know how lazy human experiences stress? HEHE. They feel the tension and got up for the heat! But., just failed to strive for THAT consistancy. What a world.

UH- Few more moths to go.
Candidly, no idea how am I going to live for the remaining demanding days.
6+ am again!

I wonder, wondering..Uh. What will it be when i actually graduated.
HYPOTHESIS: The nearer it is, the harder it can be verbalized.

BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLABLA BLA BLA BLAB LA BLA BLA BLABLA ... OH! I am still alive!! oh yeah!
( I don't know what am I blogging, anyway.. HAHA)

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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