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On 9:19 PM , Wednesday, December 30, 2009你真的认为每件小事那么没价值吗?
很讨厌, 我们'意义'的定义差距这么大..
别忘了, 一支火柴是可以点燃整个树林的.
LALALALALALALALA..
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Sukan Johor!
On 8:50 PM , Monday, December 28, 2009Back home. Back to where I should be I guess.=)
Went there kind of feeling 'dipaksa'.but really had lots of fun though at some point really stress-ing.=P hmmmph. Something different about this trip was we were of a smaller group, and got to know each other Malay/Indian/Chinese better bah.=)
Got Silver for high jump, wasn't a quality win lah.==
Got last for 100m hurdles!== even did my worst ever time since form 1 [19:47s] and fell down ter-sangku one of the hurdles.
OH! and. hahahahahaha. We actually had quite a lot of freedom. haha. Had a mamak shop, super-market, food shops and safe Cyber Cafe right in front of the asrama school we stayed. With curfew lah, but we were allowed to go out together yam-cha etc at night hahahaha. ==
I had fun =).. really awesome to meet people so long not seen. hmmmph. Learnt to take care of each other or to be taken care [=P] thoough, won't deny feeling guity. hmmph. For 'resting' for such a long time and went for competition this un-prepared. ==
I did my best le luh.
I guess a lot of times in our lives, our best just isn't enough nor will ever be. If you invest in this area, you'll lose out in the other area bah. This is how life works, we can't never take over the world alone.
I guess a lot of times in our lives, our best just isn't enough nor will ever be. If you invest in this area, you'll lose out in the other area bah. This is how life works, we can't never take over the world alone.
Few days of asrama-ing, brought back lots of memories.
Still learning to have a stronger mentality, not giving up that easy.=X
Still learning to have a stronger mentality, not giving up that easy.=X
去比赛和回家的心情一样难受.
该回家了, 我也累了..
不想回家, 不晓得几时会再见面这样聚在一起.
该回家了, 我也累了..
不想回家, 不晓得几时会再见面这样聚在一起.
脚伤痛, 晒黑了[pek-che], 不足心里无奈挣扎的心酸.感谢主, 活在不同世界的你我他, 久久一次, 见面.. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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christmas!
On 12:59 AM , Friday, December 25, 2009It's Christmas! Had a great time playing, singing and haha-ing with crazy banch of people.=P
Though, feeling a bit down.
The feeling of not able to celebrate Christmas in Kluang is horrible.
Tired. Am really tired.
Can't believe how fast time flies.
First was caroling, then after all the band practices. Here goes 1 Joy 1 Kluang.=)
Next would be the voice of : "Ge-ga-risan, Se-dia.." ==
In my mind, I know how unfit I am.
How terribly will I be performing.
As we counted down, could feel the fear and the kind of rejected feeling I will have. Instantly wanted to burst into tears. To know that you'll fail in the things matter a lot to you. The kind of help-less-ness. ARGHHHHHHHHH.
But I know. I have to run those races myself.
Noone can help, nor understand.
Am reminded of the birth of Christ, and He lives in me.
圣诞节了, 想静一静. 不想理会人群的看法等.
静静的穿越人群. 庆幸, 这一路有你.. "生日快乐!"
LALALALALALALALA..
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On 10:59 PM , Tuesday, December 22, 2009
雨过天晴的天空特别清澈..=)
LALALALALALALALA..
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"lousy.."
On 11:51 PM , Monday, December 21, 2009near-ly break down.
Too much to handle I guess.
Pressure, "I am so unfit.." ==
Each morning. I learn to look to You.
Your mercy is new each day.
Though I walk through the wilderness.
LALALALALALALALA..
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On 11:13 PM , Sunday, December 20, 2009Had my second training after such a long time. =X
Unfamiliar smell of familiar-ness.
hmmmmph. Been very mentally torturing recently. No matter what is done, seems like there'll be people who encourage and people who discourage. == Nothing is ever right nor wrong. ARGH.
Trapped in between.
But I know I serve the Lord, not man.
Something really delighted 'n inspired me. =) Met this little boy at Kluang Mall and kinda got his 'trust' by playing balloon with him. haha!! Went jalan-jalan.=)He was really smart luh. Cheerful. Energetic. Hard to imagine that one of his parents passed away already.
Even kids know how to smile through each day and take tragics in life that well, what's more for us who're older?
I guess many times.
Worry too much, not knowing the Lord is in control.
Overwhelmed emotionally, forgetting we serve God not man.
[累:想把自己关进洞里] 只能说对不起了.
LALALALALALALALA..
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loaded
On 5:49 PM , Friday, December 18, 2009Part of me is living rejoiced over God's power.
Knowing clear-ly that God's in control.
Part of me, scared by my to-do list.
Intimidated to even think about what needed to be done.
Trying to not miss out what matters most.
Letting go things/people that perhaps, 've been too important.
clinging on. Hanging on. ==
Tired. Exhausted.
But deep down, comforted and happy.=)
矛盾心情, 赶场. 一路上, 失去了不少, 获得不少.
这就是人生吧~ =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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ESP!
On 7:23 PM , Wednesday, December 16, 2009This year's camp was really different. At least for me.=)
HAHA!=P hehe~ previous year, was quite concern about what others might think etc. This time, went there with quite an exhausted spirit and tired. Hmmmph, but really really gained a lot. Many times, really rested in the Lord presence.=)
Really really had an amazing time crazy-ing, sharing our hardships, crying, praying, teman-ing, eating maggie-mi at night, jumping around together!haha!!=) really luh. [Blessed to have you all haha =X] Through you all's lives, witnessed what said by: miracles. =)
"I was lost, but now I'm alive in You."
How often taken for granted.
Jesus died, and rose again.
LALALALALALALALA..
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未来..
On 10:48 PM , Saturday, December 12, 2009Have living a 'good' life, been an obligation?
Have I taken Your teachings for granted?
Learn to get my emotions settled.
Sometimes, feel so powerless in making decisions for myself.
"..not allowed.." - Free will, not?
有点累. 夹在"想要"和"可以"之间.
很多时候, 克制自己的想法, 感受. 为的就是实现人眼中的"好"?
静下来. 好累.
不敢想即将发生的事. 不敢.
[想]穿梭时光到达未来, 无须犹豫做出的决定.
不用期待, 也不用害怕失败, 不用失望.
LALALALALALALALA..
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yesh
On 3:31 PM , Thursday, December 10, 2009Unsettling feelings.
Not for the wrongs, nor what I did right I the eyes of people.
Sat down. Cry out.
That familiar corner, along the valley full of memories.
Drifted away.
Near enough to not be realised.
Far enough to feel not belong-ed.
LALALALALALALALA..
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==
On 7:17 PM , Tuesday, December 08, 2009肚子有点不舒服. 可是就是想硬硬'吭'冰, 好受点.
上了四五个小时的提琴课.. 蛮愉快, 可是累咯. ==
拉得..hmmph. 不够好. ==
我活该吧. 没有什么练, 应该做的事每次都没做.
生气. 死性不改.
手上该做的事好多. 晕倒.
整理下心情. 偷偷休息一下.
At the edge of giving up, remember the reason you held onto it at the first place. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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fikir-lah
On 12:07 PM , Monday, December 07, 2009
LALALALALALALALA..
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back home!
On 9:53 PM , Thursday, December 03, 2009回到家了. 去了远远的云顶, 吉隆坡. =)
开心, 有喜有怒吧. 喜欢, 累得半条命还聊天半夜.
谢谢你们的照顾. 简单的问候已足够. =)
" 眯眯琪感激. =P "
"不想 想了. 放下.."
Learnt a lesson that no one is perfect.
Learnt to let go. =)
Learnt a lesson that no one is perfect.
Learnt to let go. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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This is me
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The rising sunage old
yet new and inspiring
lighting up the world
with its soft pink rays;
just watching the familiar hues
dance on the still water
I return to emotions
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Just as the sun sets
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