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On 12:34 PM , Sunday, January 21, 2007

well, i m really really busy throughout the week.. is really hard to study Form 4 till now. i m terribly tired wit uncompleted tasks. WAIT!! i m really proud n happy for the Merah's fers.. U ALL R GREAT!! wat can i say.. asspecially the Form 3 .. THANKS!! for being so devoted in Merah n faithfully came for tiring perbarisan practise.. HAHAH!! great time wit u all..

1. Moutains of kerja rumah.
2. Training for olahraga n Merah
3. Papan kenyataan
4. Basketball competition
5. Project of melting Ice (EST) ~ Boring..
6. perbarisan
7. Sukantara ~ make sure more ppl lepas
8. adjust my mind from form3 to 4
9. be a prefect. ~hate it
10. violin exam~ no clue wat will happen
11. Interact R u day's stuff

i m trying hard to love physic.. but juz CANNOT!!! toooo boring. hard hard time to survive for tat 1 hour plus class. well, tis week sucks basicly. i cut my hair. i was cought basicly, for the coluor of my hair. but seriouly, it was black aridi, but still kena lah.. watever, make me wanna leave sch somwhow. juz hard to survive in COnvent when teacher r pointing on u n friends r asking: " WHy u cut your hair? Puan @#$% scold u a?" gosh.YA! happy?!! well, STOP IT!! juz stop it. no use crushing me. try to b asked for once n u will know how i feel.

watever lah. for now, i m kind of anti-social i guess. juz need some time to not talk n juz stay alone. i hav no interests in any shoes, clothes or food. Too stress i guess. too many things happened. plus, knowing too many dark secret of ppl n hard to see them as i did. SECRET!! is better to not know sometime. n lots of problem happened in YF tat kind of changed "YF" . somehow, my heart is wit Merah. Yet, juz kind of disapointed wit ppl.. after all, nothing is perfect i guess.

Throghout the week, most tiem is spent in sch wit friends. YAY!! great time!! n glad to know the form3 Merah's girl better n kind of chat wit them. plus, some were changing n so devoted to Merah! SO HAPPY!!! remember, b4 running Merentas desa, they said:" WE MUST LEPAS!! FOR MERAH!" i was so glad n prayed n ran. very happy for everything,i got 17, juz out of 15, but i m really satisfied, never is tis fast.. HAHAHA!! ~



*Why things always happen negatifly? .. watever.*
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Sch sucks

On 7:50 PM , Saturday, January 13, 2007

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died

On 6:46 PM , Wednesday, January 10, 2007

busy dayz... juz busy.. yet.. a sudden new.. Wan Er is died.. she had an accident.. should i be sad? no. i mean, do i hav the rights to be sad? I m running too fast in my way.. i forgot about her.. i HATE! to be busy.. time passes so fast n i forgot lots of ppl.. who past by in my life.. Why must i wait till she is died only i remember? i m going too fast.. towards MSsM..

Sorry. What can i say now. everything is over. Sorry.

somehow business took too much of me.. Sorry.

i dont care how hard to finish all those homeworks aldy. how m i going to run.

Sorry. sorry. n sorry.




*I hope i was there wit u.. I hope i can see u again.. I hope tmr everything will be diferent. But life goes on. No one will wait for me.. ~ I hate it, i really hate it.. forever. *
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SCh

On 2:32 PM , Saturday, January 06, 2007

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2007..

On 12:39 AM , Tuesday, January 02, 2007
erm, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!! hahahaha.. well.. cool year?! erm.. not really.. yet my most loved year.. i wasnt sure about my faith throughout 2005 n before.. so is lik.. GREW!! grew more mature lah.. n understand true meaning of a "Christian"..

i tasted true disappointment.. n sadness.. depression.. yet i stood up back again n searched hardly for my purpose living in KLUANG.. is hard to see others living in kl n go for mission yet me at kluang alone wit ppl who dont care.. but i learned to love Kluang n love simplility..which is totally not me.. to sit down quietly n read.. a book.. *really HARD!!* .. i told myself i will love n help my sch best friends whatever tat make sence.. is really hard when i lost fokus n ask for their reply.. "Who will love me?".. is so hard to carry on sometimes when things didnt go right.. yet.. I m alive.. not juz in sch, in YF too..

after mssd.. i didnt masuk mssm.. *it was my lowest n most down period of 2006..* is lik trained so hard..exhausted.. tired.. left out in studies.. n wat??! lost to a girl from Bukit Jalil Sport sch.. n time not good.. goosh.. n same time.. ppl disappoint ppl.. so.. YET! after months n months of recovering.. YAY!! i found it!! i should be grateful to go till MSSj.. so kind of greediness tat make me mad.. so insane.. i remember when we when for INside Out program in Dulous.. the handsome speaker said :"I always wanted to be a professional drummer..but finally know.. God dont wants me to be one.. n i will never be one.." somehow.. i m not made to go.. true.. coz tat time i need to catch up my studies.. so.. I M HAPPY WIT IT!!!! YAY!!

well..people.. many people i met in tis year.. n knew more about them.. I m happy n glad tat God gave me social skills.. n let me know many ppl on earth..*i wish to know an ET if there is* yet.. ppl do disappoints ppl.. me too did.. so many times.. mayb i didnt even know.. hurts will soon be history.. YEAP!!! hehe.. i guess i did had lots of crzy n awesome moments wit Yfers n sch friends n sports n basketball ppl.. hehe.. yet hurts r too tat much.. sometimes i wish i dont knwo tat much.. but i m KEA PO.. so.. hiaz.. i guess everyone has many faces ba..

well.. tis year.. FAMILY CAMP WAS THE BEST!!! goosh.. the speaker was awesome man!! seriously.. i forgot his face but remember wat he said.. his wife is so GREAT!! so sad to hear their story.. but.. THANK GOD i met them b4!! i m sure they forgot me aridi.. hahaha..nvm.. i remember something scary happened n all the youth we had a prayer meeting together n God was there.. so strongly there.. Goooshhh.. it was a awesome night.. n all Convent girls stayed n reflect n say sorry to each other.. hugging n crying badly.. i will never ever forget! n the sea was~AWESOME!!! goodness.. but ESP n UNO n Soul action was great too.. GREAT!!

countdown? i didnt.. i fell aslept n woke up again.. b4 tat.. i spent final time wit God.. alone.. i m happy wit it.. YAY!!! *eventhought i missed countdown..* well.. happily wit sadness deep inside.. i ended 2006.. wit some shocking NEWS! n new discover.. i said bye.. i m looking forward.. gosh.. WHY a? haha..

Like birds.. lets leave
behind wat we dun
need to carry..

Grudges,



Sadness deep inside..,



Pain,



Fear,



& Regrets..


*Lord..everything changes.. but YOU wont..*
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