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On 9:56 AM , Friday, December 28, 2007

The Impossible.

I hardly sick. I mean, HARDLY. But, i fell sick. And, i woke up at 6:45am, with my flowing nose, i went for training. I actually almost stop breathing and pengsan. Woohoo. I m still alive!

I am insane. I know.

But, this was the last training. HEHE. And, i been skipping training. Shame on me. But amazingly, Miss Wong came for evry SINGLE training throughout the whole holidays. Isn't it a imposibble thing to be done? I mean, sacrificing ur time wholly for students. Teacher even asked me how was my camps. (I cant believe they werent mad..) hmmm. Actually, i do have a constant fear. Fear of pride, fear of thinking that i m good n stop going for training. ARGH! I m so mad of myself. For being lazy and stuff. Terrible example for the younger ones. I will make it up.

Teacher mentioned that we're a family. Yea. No wonder Geetha cant bear to leave and keep coming back to train with us. Throughout secondary, i been growing with expectations and pressure when it comes to sports. But guess what, God placed great ppl around, that pushed and leaded me through those pains and hurts.

Even when we were insulted.

As for now, I will be one of the seniors lor.. WAHAHA. woooohoo. And it's time to push and hang over with the younger ones. hmm.

Actually, sport is just like PMR. Who cares whether straight As or Gold? ya, maybe just for a short period of time la. Frankly, I totally have no idea what medal i got for my first run lor. But i remember its pain and joy, and Pn Ramlah who digged me out.

Faithfulness. It costs a lot. Even pride. But i really do respect it. I really do. By giving thanks for His plan, i personally think that's also faithfulness.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 5:51 PM , Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Signs of growing up.

HEHE. Recently, i went for Undang talk. Hmmm. As i see ppl drive, hm. i realised in a sudden, it's time to grow up, and take the coming responsibilities. Ya, and i been exposed to quite a number of accidents, whicht totally woke me up, again. Life isnt a game, obviously.

Anyway, i will be on the roads SOON. woooohooo.

Christmas will soon become a past tense. And, life goes on. A new year, a new challenges, a new heart. Whether i want, or not, I still, am FORCED to prepare, and pick up the consumed fire for school life. Seemingly, I totally am out of schadue, including waking up at 1pm. I guess, there's lots of works to do.. ARGH!

Above all, it has been a great holiday, and a great rest for me. hmm. As for SPM, i shall not control wholly on what will happen, and focus. (i dunno how m i going to do so). 2008, is coming. Without any demanding alarms. and it's up to what can be done before it comes.

No regrets. And, it's time to let go, and let God.

For year 2008, HAHA. i want to..
1. Break records. (more than sports)
2. Set YCS on fire
3. Make myself useful as the last half year of Interact secretary
4. read more.
5. talk less
6. strengthen 'problem' stuff
7. think mature.

Adidas+Nike+God. Just do it, with God, impossible is nothing.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 10:30 PM , Thursday, December 20, 2007

I just watched I AM LEGEND. hmmm. It stired so much in me, beyond my abilities to express through words. But, for sure, it shown God. Light out the darkness.

Things happened with a reason, and that's God plan.
God still love us, above all.

Christmas is coming lor!! YAY!! hmmm. Christmas is really special to me, actually. The fact is, i only celebrated two (excluding tis year) 'christmas'. I still remember, i used to climb up of my door, and peak to see ppl singing carol near by. And, i would sit silently, totally empty.

So, somehow, Christmas for me, came late, but not too late.

At least for now, it won't be too late anymore.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MY LORD! YAY!!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 6:16 PM , Thursday, December 13, 2007

At the midst of rearranging life, hm. Sigh, one more year left. So fast. I hav no idea where or what to study after F5, and simply am unwilling to move on. Few years back, I hated Convent. I could hav went for STK, or SJM. But, somehow, God wanted me here. I even thought of changing school every year. HAHA. Ridiculous.

But now, see who's missing school?

Even so, i still hate died books. ARGH!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 10:42 PM , Wednesday, December 12, 2007

"..man..u gotta be excited man!..."

Recently, been so tiring and obviously, EXCITING! YAY! haha. I went for RYLA! YAY!, and next Soul Action and ESP camp.

Rtn Ong Hock Siew was the 1st speaker. He spoke about Spirit of Adventure. Frankly, it was more than amazing! He actually is a mountain lover! who been to all kinds of mountains. and, a past Malaysia nasional tennis player.

"Failure isn't failure untill you failed to try."

The sea was totally indescribable. Great refresh. And, guess what, one whole day, blackout! haha. Mostly every1 slept outside. Chatting, laughing, with the overwhelming wind. Goodness, i was loving it! Sometimes, it's good to hav some time out, and feel things that aren't greatly paid attention with. Hm.

One of the WORST thing happened was, I forgot to bring my sport shoes! And, Rtn Jessey lent me hers. HAHA. The rotarians are, Hm. awesome? or, should be considerative. It's really encouraging to meet 'older ones', who are so passionated for teenagers.

"We do what we love"

To be a leader, practically, very hard. I struggled a lot in being punctual. I dunno, but i just cant. But, i blv i will.

"Leader leads like an eagle, sometimes. Alone."

My group. Gardian. HAHA. Half are Singaporean. For malaysians, Sarawask, Sabah, and Johor. Frankly, our group quarelled a lot. Seriously. But at the last moment, HEHE. we were always united. We had the worst cheer, the slowest team to win.. But, our spirit. Hm. Burns.

" To be united, accept the differences."

After talent night, we searched for Mr.RYLA, in a weird way. HAHA. Guys from different groups are asked out and shirt off. But for us, who are the judges, are to examinate them by seeing who has the MOST armpit hair! ... But for the ten selected guys, they hav no clue about tis, but to post! HAHA.

"No comment....."

Every moment, i treasure. Every lessons, i cherish. Every momeries, is irreplaceable. We went with worries and being LOST. Yet, came back with sadness. HAHA. Imperfections are meant to be corrected. Ya. I went without expectation, but supprisingly, i was LOADED.

Soul Action was simple, yet overwhelming mentally. After a RYLA, out of the exhaustment, and the consumed excitment.. I dint want to talk to anyone. HAHA. anyway, Pastor Mike was awesome! HAHA. I was so shocked, when he somehow, brought God to speak into me. Seriously, shocked. Yet, amazed.

"I worship not out of duty, but out of love."

Esp. Hm. Honestly, i was loving Pastor Elijah! Gosh, he spoke not merely by his own strenght, but simply through his constant excitment, i can see God. I went without much expectation, honestly, i wanted to not do anything for anyone. But, i guess. Nope. i did try a lot for my cousins. Hm. Quite disappointing that we weren't greatly accepted by and 'into' Yfers, but it was a great time to spend time with them. eventhought there are so many differences.

"Deep inside, lost i was."

Whatever is it, Hm. I guess, it was been great. Despite the disappointments and lost-ness. God been speaking, and frankly, suprised me a lot. I din expect much, but God wanted me to. So, what can i say? Thank you, Lord. For everything.

LALALALALALALALA..

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