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On 12:01 PM , Sunday, October 24, 2010I always feel that if one went through something, one can understand another's feelings easily if there's much similarities.
Today as I was in church.
I saw baby Joy wanting to move around and curious about the things around her. Though, her mum was trying to keep her near and holding one of her hands. She tried to push away but you can see that her mum was holding tight, knowing she might fall anytime.
On my way back, I saw a ceremony going on near the Indian village.
A little girl, in a green elegant 'sari', wanting to cross the road.
Her mum, trying to hold her and lead her. Once they crossed over, the little girl ran fast and no turning back but pure excitement.
I find myself having difficulties in understanding both parties' desires.
One hungry for freedom;
One already went through?
One hungry for freedom;
One already went through?
You know I always felt that the only way for a person to truly learn is by experiencing. If you fall, then you'll know pain? That's why I don't like to follow instructions and do things my way.
Today, I realize the importance of listening.
Some things we have to go through, some things we don't?=)
Just now as Pastor Richard was speaking, I felt like nodding my head hundred times when he spoke about experiences. Even with well-guided training,we need experiences?
I thank God that His mercy endures forever.
When we see hopeless; He provides Hope.
Today, I realize the importance of listening.
Some things we have to go through, some things we don't?=)
Just now as Pastor Richard was speaking, I felt like nodding my head hundred times when he spoke about experiences. Even with well-guided training,we need experiences?
I thank God that His mercy endures forever.
When we see hopeless; He provides Hope.
LALALALALALALALA..
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i met her
On 3:43 PM , Sunday, October 17, 2010I met a primary classmate.
Back then lah, we were classmates in Primary 1. She didn't have many friends, she was sick when she was young, her brain was damaged so her mum had to supervise her 24 hours therefore her mum was always around us and asking how is she doing in class etc..
Today, I met her when I was makan-ing.
A bit different. Now, carrying a child; well-dressed.
Though, I remember her face and the way she walks.
I feel ill-bit sad and guilty.
Because we were friends for the first few years.
Then, the school reshuffled our classes and we weren't in the same class anymore.
Sad huh? even in school, if you ain't good, you're discriminated.
Realistic enough.
When good students are selected and placed in a class;
we're actually telling the weaker ones: you're hopeless? argh.
I love this world, because it has a lot to offer.
But still, sometimes, it's sad that sacrifices are essential for someone else's well fair. And true enough, the better ones deserve the better things, only can they change the situations of the less-fortunate. But again, it depends.
Glad to have educations.
Seeking wisdom, discernment, humbleness.
To not forget those easily forgotten.
we're actually telling the weaker ones: you're hopeless? argh.
I love this world, because it has a lot to offer.
But still, sometimes, it's sad that sacrifices are essential for someone else's well fair. And true enough, the better ones deserve the better things, only can they change the situations of the less-fortunate. But again, it depends.
Glad to have educations.
Seeking wisdom, discernment, humbleness.
To not forget those easily forgotten.
LALALALALALALALA..
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不重要
On 9:55 PM , Sunday, October 10, 2010长大了, 仇人更多?
最近都蛮多事.
重要的是, 重要的人没事. 其他的, 解决就算.
还有更重要的事.=)
LALALALALALALALA..
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SIngapore again
On 11:13 PM , Friday, October 08, 2010When to Singapore with Josie and Joel this morning.
We shopped and really enjoyed the city though tired of walking.=)
As we were heading home, we talked about something that dug up some pasts that once again stirred up my anger. Really.
It has been quite some time.
Though, the more I recall, the more refreshed are those memories.
It isn't the person that matters, it's the fact that authorities did not trust me and believe in what I was facing. They chose to 'rebuke' me and defend that person. Just because they think they know that person longer than me?
Back then I was screaming "wake up, wake up.."
Yet "Love your neighbors as yourself" in my mind?
argh, those times were crazy.
I realized how influential a leader is. They either build you, or kill you.
Or perhaps, both.
'Judge not when you ain't in one's shoes.'
LALALALALALALALA..
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中六
On 12:02 PM , Sunday, October 03, 2010所谓一年半的中六.. 差不多, 要结束了.
昨天的BSMM惜别会, 勾起不少过去, 让人有点小伤感:好快..
前六个月的我.
有想离开, 大骂"不公平"的时候. 种种无奈.
也有, 一堆责任来掩盖自己的不满.
忙上忙下过地去..
十个月过去. 我, 盘问自己的决定?
考了很多试; 最终还是不够好.
太多次的失败, 太多次的不够好.. 累,厌倦.
有时想想. 好像, 长大了. 可是也似乎损失了很多?
我, 不像当初般的热忱.
是看太多, 懂太多. 失去对人性的期望?
今天的我, 领悟.
太多次, 努力为的是证明自己; 得到认同.
我低估了上帝的力量; 一天又一天, 忘了他仍然带领着我.
主啊, 帮我.
好让你的身影徘徊于我的脑海.
像似一首完美无缺的曲子; 时时让人陶醉.
LALALALALALALALA..
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The rising sunage old
yet new and inspiring
lighting up the world
with its soft pink rays;
just watching the familiar hues
dance on the still water
I return to emotions
that never truly left.
Just as the sun sets
it rises again
wide arms embracing a new day.
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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.
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