Paint the . P L A I N

On 11:53 PM , Monday, November 26, 2007

I HATE TO BE AWAY.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 6:31 PM , Friday, November 23, 2007

Behind the scene

Usually, for every trips to KL, we would hang around Bukit Jalil Sport School for hours. HEHE. Fun lor. and talk silently like a weirdo. Simply, bcoz of something that cause us to be madly in love with dance and start streching - gymnastic.

They are of different grades, accordding to their ages. And, my cousin is grade 1. YAY!! For Wilayah Persekutuan, only 4-5 girls will be selected as representive for each grade. Amazing hor? Future star perhaps? Hehe. But frankly, their trainings are madly tiring. In a hard way. And The trainer in white shirt, is a Russian, that has a ODD kind of mood. Just imagine, loud voices, crazy hurting words.. After all the hard work. Hm.

But, i m TOTALLY in love with their graceful movement. AHHH! and, obviously.. Their white, long, skinny yet muscular legs..

Of coz, how can anyone rejects the colours of track and field. HEHE. loving it.

Let's go beyond the perfect view, basically, they are urged to keep the perfect shape ALL the time. Since young, my cousin consumes less than usual. Morning: Milk. Afternoon, porriage. Night: Bread. ..... and, training 3-5 times a week throughout the year for hours. For holidays, daily.

These girls will be dancing a routine-spider. SO COOL!!!! HAHA. and, more importantly, we are working as a team. Which each small mistakes will eventually be seen in a obvious way. Hm. Isn't it great to be in a team of same passion?

And behind all, the mummies are WOW. HAHA. Busy giving support and make their attires. Cool huh? Parenthood, even more stressful than... HAHA.

Monday, Tong2 will be going for a friendly match in Japan. hm. in JAPAN!!! WAH!! and, by the name of MALAYSIA..!!! WOW!! amazing hah?!

Hm. Sport is a amazing creation of God. In every way. Above all, i m greatly inspired by how a team should works. Hm. Every where, there are teams. But, not every1 can be in the particular team. Of coz, with purposes and reasons. Whether it's the greatest Malaysia team, or simply a Kluang team. Nevertheless, Convent team and even a lifetime relationship among family members.. What matters the most is the spirit of unity.

Distance never is a problem. What matters is the heart.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 3:46 PM , Thursday, November 22, 2007

Think by thinking.

Almost every1, has some hidden passions and dreams. I still remember once, during my F3 innocent years, the chinese teacher talked about "BO LE" -the person who discover hidden.

I almost cried.

Perhaps, life isn't just about what we want alone. But about how we suit in the hidden perfect plans of God.

Someone asked me: what kind of husband you want, and how many children?

HAHA. Out of the blue, i realized i been overwhemled by a word BUSY. But somehow, it occured in a way that delights. Hm. Leaving and meeting ppl.. New exposal, and the old smell.

Tiring. But, guess what. Now,I have a clearer image of who i m.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 12:25 PM , Monday, November 19, 2007

Out of the sudden, HEHE.

I got a chance to play in Karnival MSS Johor.

It was overwhelming.

HEHE.

But, we lost.

Praise God.
When i was celebrating, You woke me up from my pride.
HEHE.

Experinces, are irreplaceable.

I never regret.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 9:30 PM , Friday, November 16, 2007

At the end of the day.

As i looked back, realising.

Isn't the success, or failure that matters.
Isn't the pride, or jealousy,
Nor the thoughts.
Isn't our judgemental comments, or our needs.

Priority lesson.

It's the people around, friends who trained hard,

and their crazy laughter. HEHE~

And, trainers that care.

And, above all.

Nothing matters,

just that whether we used what God gave and did our best.

And, our best mustn't be the best.

SO,

HAHA~ Hooooray!!!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 10:40 PM , Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I can only imagine.

When Lord, You dance beside my pain.
When Lord,

I m totally helpless.
When Lord, I loses strength to face tomorrow's fate.

Help me, Lord.

How can i jugde tomorrow?
So fast, yet so significant.

Lord,

Help me.
Again.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 12:21 PM ,

RUN

Which run is the best run? Is it the fastest? or the best of the runner?

Well, common sense. Quite clear, the heart matters the most. But, are you that sure?

I mean. Practically?

Well, for me. ARGH! so hard. We had combined training with Tun Hussien Onn. and, you are basically training woth ur enermy!! ........... Hm. But, perhaps, it's when u are placed in a situation that u REALLY, trully is tested. In a hard way.

Anyway, training been fun! and obviously.. breath-taking. Seriously, FEARFUL! hahaha~ But it is HEHE~ to get myself back on track. and get back to basics. Again. And stop asking for MORE! STOP!!

Lord. Teach me to follow Your will. With a smile.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 12:09 AM , Sunday, November 11, 2007

Today, i woke up early 11am. Read LIFEPAC. I guess, i been worrying about my future.

ARGH! haih... WAH! haiyo.. WOW!! hah? watever. haih..

.. Likewise, something that is good in itself does not necessarily indicate that you should pursue it as God's will for your life..

Hm. what can i say, or do? I mean, lost. There are too many choices and dreams. I mean, is like what you wanna do, but you can't. Bcoz, that is not God's will. But, what is God's will?

Perhaps, i haven't been seriously, or using my heart (than brain) to seek the Lord. Sometimes, i m amazed by ppl who somehow, face the unreactable with a smile.

Do you that, if u do watch badminton matches, the malaysian team (er.. Tan Fook-Wan Wah) who lost in French Open Final were smiling after their loss.

I mean. Yup, that's what Malaysians are all about. HAHA~ And after the loss, not like other teams who go crazy and scold one another.. They actually hug each other, encouraging one another.

More amazingly, they are team for more than 10 years! WOW!

Perhaps, i do have to learn to accept reality. and cruelity of facts. I like the fact that we are just a instruments of God, at least we are useful. HAHA~

Conclusion_Failure is worth celebrating. Bcoz, not everyone has it,in the same way. Or, even a chance to be involved.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 11:39 PM , Wednesday, November 07, 2007

At last. It ended.

School days ended out of the blue. What can i say? too fast? Ya, indeed. I guess, there are always imperfection in life. Of coz, God planned thingy with reasons.

Well, haha.. I decided to interview myself as an end of my 2007's 4Sc1 life. Or, i should say words are simply not enough for what my heart stirs.

What is your greatest regret?
Hm. No changes in my talking volume in class, n anywhere. HAHA. Not being punctual always.

What is the most remarkable times?
Hm. In school? I should say too much. specially, meeting the new BOD. haha~ and, when desicions are needed.Oh! and, studying in a crazy class!

What is the greatest desicions?
Interact, and didnt walk away from God.

What is your greatest success?
Love my desicions. Pay for my consequences.

2007. Too many lessons, too many ups and downs. Every minutes flies with different feelings. The greatest thingy is, we are not alone. Never. There are a great God showing over us, ceaselessly.

So, 2007 is a perfect yeat. But, it's just depends on how you define 'perfect'.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 4:03 AM , Monday, November 05, 2007

Now is 4:20am+. I m just in front of my computer. Sighing? haha~ smiling. Tmr, will be surely a sleepy dreadful day. I m doing the Power Point stuff. But no doubt, i wont be sleeping. 1st time, i m so determined to "overnight".

What can i do, me in charge of Multimedia AGAIN.

Tired, head-spining.. But, i guess i m quite happy. HEHE~ But sad too. Bcoz, too many thingy happened in a shoot. Haih.

There are always things that have to be faced.

Lord, for this time, please say YES to my prayer. Yi ming, JIA YOU!! Interact, GO! Let's rock the hall on Tuesday! YAY!!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 2:29 PM , Saturday, November 03, 2007

Un-ness towards exhaustment.

Today, as everyone is going to go home, and salam-ing teachers, En.Osman said thingy to me.

He simply said : Latih betul-betul ya! (Train hard!)

Hm. I was delightfully glad. HEHE~ He always is encouraging, even when I m not doing well. But, i know it myself lar. Although, most of the time, he speaks 'differently'.. (Jem, u kow d..) which never fails to confuse me, i m really GLAD to have ppl around who encourage.

Seriously, you never know how encouraging it is to know there are ppl who are standing beside your failure and success.

JEM!! tq for going!! haha~ and ended up training. HAHA.

of coz,and En.Anand. Who never give up on me. Although my results suck. Something really amaze me, how can he be so dedicated in guiding naughty ones, like me! .. oh, and JEM!! haha~ It's truly a YAY!! to be under a coach. hehe~

All the complaints of not getting a 'right' trainer, gone. I know, there's an addiction to want more.

Being a sportman, is like a taxi driver. Others pay for their trip, but guess what? Who shall pay for your going-back trip? There are always hardships and uncertainty that are beyond explaination.

So,i m hanging on.

OH! if u did realize, there isnt any cbox, or comment leaving space in my blog. hehe~ I M A NOBLE GAS. HAHA~ well, not that i think i m as noble as a hero that no need helps, i just dun like the consep of over-relaying of technology.

If u realize, u are talking to a computer. And, lastly, u would be ONLY be able to talk by typing, not in person. It's like, being took over by the computer, than talking it by youself.

I m not sure, but chatting in the computer, perhaps shoudn't be included as social life.

Well, it's just my opinion, no need to bomb me. anyway, on the other hand, i dont know how to locate the comment thingy.. that's why..

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