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On 12:18 AM , Friday, February 20, 2009

DOGG-IES..

Recently, Lily gave birth, A-G-A-I-N. HAHA. But this time, sadly., only two puupies and when my dad took Lily to see the doctor, one more puppy was found died inside her womb.

Well, now we can't deny, she is OLD. O-L-D already. =( We had two of them for quite a long long long time liao lor.. I think since my primary school yehh, before Ai Qi was borned. =) HEHE. But what can I say, I am NOT, absolute-ly not a dog lover. HEHE.. Though, these two dogs are really special to me.

You see, they will bark everytime we come back home. EVERYTIME. Even if most of the time we just ignore (if bad mood..) or smile then continue life.

When we were much younger, when we used to be less occupied, we would bring them along for a basikal ride. =))) When I really don't have anyone to talk to, HAHA~ Yeap man! I talk to them! HAHA =X

And, guess what? They're the perfect listener man.. =) HEHE. EH., they're super smart de lor. Lily is smarter and more 'leader' and more daring lah; Bobo a bit more timid and 'half-smart' .. HAHA. EH really leh, Lily would gain ways, W-A-Y-S to run away and be home in time before my dad comes home leh. She even can recognise my dad's car's sound and act good in front of him. But Bobo hoor, a bit slow de lahh., always kena wan. If both of them run out to play, Bobo will most probably be the one outside the gate waiting for the auto gate to open.

OH and ya! They sometimes even fight yehh. R-E-A-L-L-Y! They would bark at each other, OR, no matter how or who tries to put them together in same cage, they will not! Of course then we know they fight lahh.

FUNNY ho?
HAHA. At least for me lahh. =D

Why must little things be so insignificant yet SO close to heart, huh?

N-O-W, two more babies are borned! WOHOOO?
And this itself again, made my whole family excited. =)
I still don't really love dogs. HEHE..
But I really thank the Lord, for these two special crazy-barkers!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 9:53 PM , Sunday, February 15, 2009

THE PIANIST.

A-R-T-S. What made someone who used to be in the science stream to abruptly changed her mind? Why this path?., instead of a simpler, safer, more assured path?

You ask me, I ask who leh?
HAHA.
NO-LAH. =D

Well, my sis decided to study Musics, major in PIANO. =). Though, if u ask the used-to-be Meiqi, she would tell you differently. To be honest lahh, it's always hard to live up to my family expectations when it comes to academics' stuff ETC. Usually, I am the one talking MORE, more noise, less book on hand, more exposal to the crazyly insanely hot Sun.

W-E-I-R-D loh.
Same environment, totally different character. =)

AHH. Back to the topic, this decision of hers that really inspired me a lot.
For someone who can excel in Science-based stuff to study Music?
Why take the risk when you can choose some safer, sure-got-money work?
Passion? I think ya lor. She chose what she loves the most.

She sometimes a bit crazy de lahh., middle of the night can hear piano being played sound. OR, suddenly rushes in my room to ask about my opinions on songs. Maybe out-siders wouldn't appreciate those pieces or don't know how much they mean to her. But to be frank, I still think they're super WOHOO lor, because those are more than just music.

I am inspired. Because, I am a totally covet when it comes to taking risk. HEHE.
I love Sports. But to be super frank lah, judging from my abilities and disabilities, I will not go far as an athelet. Don't worry, I have self-conscience. =) But who don't have super geng dreams? who don't have their secret plans for the IF or the MIGHT happen things?

I been really struggling with this. Because yup yup, Sukan season will be soon over. I will not have those pagar, high jump chances again, huh? I am not even sure whether I get to run or jump even as a F-6 student. It's hard to let go lohh., something I really love.

I been asking the Lord, why must I be the HI, BYE-BYE person when some people are made to break world records making history? W-H-Y, why why. Why life is just so like-that? UHH. Esspecially lahh, my hurdles! W-A-HH.. I never actually get to run under 17s leh!!, even after training like mad lehh! UNFAIR, UNFAIR!!! (Ya, I still remember.. UH.) Let's just don't talk about high jump lahh, devastating lor. =( Well, this really hit(ed) me lor.
WELL, during 'THE FUTURE" we did for Baptism class, I been really confused and felt life is A-H-H-H. The bible says that those who are faithful ETC will have greater treasure in heaven.
What really caught my attention was what's the point of having all those stuff if my family friends are in hell? I enjoying, they suffering?., what's the point huh?

But this was His answer : Isn't it the same?

God was sort of asking me in return, then isn't it the same when I asked why can't I be the renowned one who made it untill the top? What's the point?

WHAT'S THE POINT, huh?

=)
It feels A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!! to get answers. =)
So yup, I am just another passed-already athelet who have an uncertain future. =P
Like THE PIANIST, I will take risk(s).
I will still run. Of course lahh! Loving it man!! Even if have to carry more kilograms of fats.. AHH.
But I don't want to be the best because I know I will never be.
I just want to love it. Every single second of it!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..!! =X

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 11:27 PM , Thursday, February 12, 2009

BUS. BUS!!!

Today, as me and Khai Li took a bus to Ayer Hitam to Ying Sze's house., we met a serious-ly crazy guy. I mean literally. A guy actually faked and followed us up to the bus we're in and started asking questions and questions and more questions.

I gave him my super impatient look written: LEAVE US ALONE! But I don't think he even understood loh. By then we two already knew something's wrong with him.

But thank God (REALLY!!!), he said his bus was going to go soon after questioning insane-ly. He asked us to not regret for not layan-ing him. He counted : 3..2..1.. and took off. Something scary was, before he left, he said and sort of warned us that he will forever remember our faces.

Honestly, I was so scare to even look out of the window or look back.. AHH~

EH, I am not sure whether that fellow was playing just for fun or is obsessed with this kind of way of making friends. I don't know lah. But, as a girl, honestly., that was super irritating and really makes me feel uneasy, unsafe. Esspecially when we were not responding, the fellow started using sensitive topics to attack us verbally.

C-R-A-Z-Y lahh.

AHH. My first trip guna-ing bus awam. UH. U-H, U-H.. =(

Now I know why my dad doesn't allow us to go out at night.

This world is super crazy.

When people can't get what they want, they would do anything.

When people see opportunity in the weaker ones, here they come.

HEHE.

Even so, Ayer Hitam was fun! WOHOOOO...

Still, I don't think girls should be restricted when it comes to traveling.
So ya., I still love traveling! YEAP-ies!!! =)

Maybe I should take this time to learn some fighting skills. HAHA~

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 12:44 AM , Wednesday, February 11, 2009

TALENT.

Despite the fact that I know theoritically why God gave us talent or how those talents suppose to be used. Deep down, I have my own opinion.

I always have my own opinion(s).

What I didn't expect is that, T-A-L-E-N-T can save crushed spirits.

I needed a reason, to get back to school. Yup, I need a reason.
Y-U-P., I miss sport season. I miss the team. I miss that kind of sense of belonging. =)
Well, somehow. I am called back to help out in teaching hurdles. HEHE. Mainly bacause hurdles-ing requires certain techniques, and the only teacher (Pn. 'Ramah') left school after coaching untill my F2 year., since then, the school sort of lost the tradisi of exceling in the hurdles event of different age group.
Well, hanging out with the younger than younger ones, =P .. my priviledge. I saw the F1 version of me (don't know anything and so s-h-y at first lah) in their lives.
They're friends, even with their soon-to-be enemies.

Because they don't know. Or maybe because they don't think that much?
I don't know. =)

But because of them.
I learnt that sometimes, there doesn't need to and not suppose to have a because.

So ya.
I don't know how to.
But I praise You for ordinary life. =)

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 11:49 PM , Thursday, February 05, 2009

RECOGNITION

Something about school-less people is, HEHE. The so-called REST loses its original fresh-ness.
UHH. Yup., UHHHH.. (HAHA!!)

Nolah. I am happy and sad.
Happy, because no need to go school! WOHOO!!
Sad, because I sometimes feel out of the world.

Hmmm. OBLIGATION.
Sometimes I complaint having too much pressure or bounded.
Sometimes I wish to have that kind of sense of belonging to something.

But honestly, personally., It's worst when people around are just too busy pondering among their own OBLIGATIONS, or working, or PAK-TOR-ing, or seemed so happy and perfect or simply engaged to some STUFF(s).
Yup., ISH!!! ISH.

Well, maybe you're BUSY.
I am mad, because I am not.

It's weird to see others moving super fast to dash for something important in life. And me., ERN. Breaking records to records in my sleeping duration? =P
HEHE.
SO, I won't say I am not okay, nor okay. Because I am too okay to be okay.
Ya, I just don't get simplicity. I-S-H.

But, after all. And all..
There isn't anywhere better than home.
H-O-M-E, sweet home.
Even if home isn't perfect. Ya., even if.. =)
And ya,
Family, is one of the permanent, don't-care-bad-or-good obligation God blessed us with.
YEA MAN!! WOHOO.

So I guess I haven't been doing nothing lahh.
Even if I answer so. =P
I am learning.
Learning HARD to receive Jesus' love. And to accept simple, little, insignificant things.
I am learning to listen. =)
EHH., school-leaver is also a HARD job okay? =P

OH! and YA.,
We don't have to get ourselves recognised. =)
We have Jesus! (even if it's hard to truly accept His way of loving.)

I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
I HAVE FOUND A LOVE
NO HEART COULD FRAME
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
I HAVE A PEACE
THAT STILLS MY SOUL

OH I BELIEVE
THE KING OF HEAVEN DIED FOR ME

JESUS LOVES ME, JESUS LOVES ME
THIS I KNOW
JESUS LOVES ME, JESUS LVOES ME

Do you know?
Do you just know, or by heart, know?
" If you know, live like you know it. "

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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