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On 3:51 AM , Sunday, December 26, 2010

It's middle of the night, 4:00am..
I couldn't sleep at all. Tears kept rolling down, somehow.
Wrote a message to Josie, much relief.

Now I know how great authorities' influences are.
How bad favoritism kills.
They either bring out the best; or crush one's remainings.

I pray hard, Lord.
Let tomorrow be a better day.

" Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope.."
1 Peter 1:3

LALALALALALALALA..

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different christmas

On 1:09 AM , Saturday, December 25, 2010

Somehow, I do feel ill-bit different this year.
Urm..You can say left out but still there? hehe.
Well, I didn't have much duties. Not occupied on stage etc..
And, my best friend is away in Japan, hahaha..

Kinda weird, though, I had some friends to keep things going.
Selling spaghetti helped a lot; so did some emo-Christmas songs.
Love seeing those familiar faces; having people of different churches gathered and have fun together...=)

Though, part of me wish to have a simpler, plain caroling instead.
Too much of 'hi...' had more of less blinded the true meaning of celebrating Christmas eh?
Instead of having a fine night reflecting/clearing disturbing thoughts, people ended up tired and dry.

around 11pm, I went over to the other side to see Ah Vick dancing.
With Huilin, met Nene and SiSheng; being among a wild crowd.
Perhaps that was the first time I stood in line with people I not usually hang out with..some with colorful hair; some with dark make-ups..

One of those times I love looking around;
knowing that's the real world.
One of those times, I can literally feel people's emptiness via their actions.

How sad is it? To have noise to temporarily ease loneliness.
To hold the hand of someone you don't know well.

'He stirs up the music that I sing'
I pray someday, I'll truly understand what it takes and its meaning.
I love Christmas; but I don't want to take it for granted.

LALALALALALALALA..

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3-2-1

On 1:01 AM , Thursday, December 23, 2010

Recently I haven't been getting enough sleep.
Korea dramas, travelings, yamcha, sports etc..
They all have been fruitful I guess.=)

Today I went to help out with Tienhui and Joel, led by Isaac, to prepare burger for 1Joy 1 Kluang. hahaha...honestly speaking, it was quite an experience. It was my first time even seeing people preparing food in a large scale.

The place was clean, though, super cold.
The freezer was super duper cold [-11degress]..=='
My job first was to do packaging. The worst part is perhaps walking into that freezer, seriously, I almost got freeze to death lah. Walking in is one thing; staying inside for a while to put/take things is even worst!hahaha..XD

Though, it was really fun. Long time since we got to chat.
We then went to walk around a cemetery and play Monopoly in McD.

Today I was once again felt the same kind of uncomfortable feeling and awkwardness I had in YMI 2 years ago...
To be placed into a new, different environment: argh.

Though, these are the times where I learnt/saw more of this world. And, I do, terribly, miss this kind of freedom to taste new things and sit back to reflect.

To have a fulfilling marriage;
Learn to have a satisfied singlehood first.

LALALALALALALALA..

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wohooo!

On 10:14 AM , Thursday, December 16, 2010

Phew! It's over, finally...

It isn't that real, though, so glad that STPM is a past already.
One of those times, I feel that time passed by so quick.

Somehow, I feel relief and ill-bit of sadness after it ended.
Of course I do feel happy, 'hahaha-ing' lah..

One of the main struggle I had throughout the exam was to sleep in the night. Somehow, if I turn in at 1am, I would end up sleeping at 3am?
Honestly, almost all the nights before any paper were horrible.
Those long hours of flipping over or here and there to get into sleep..argh!

But yup, I survived? hehe!
8 papers, all done. After 1.5 crazy years.=)

Today as I went to STK, in uniform for the last time.
I was quite embittered by the fact that: hey, life goes on?

I'm starting to miss those times, running around the blok.
I always loved canteen; love to get gathered and laugh.
Even those MPPU tough days, always have been deep-rooted in my mind.

I guess this is what we called as good-bye.
People come and go, so will experiences and events.
So, GOOD-BYE.=)

LALALALALALALALA..

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