不平衡
On 9:36 PM , Monday, November 30, 2009
最近都似在流浪噜. =)
有时回到家, 觉得很温馨.
外头不管怎么了, 都有个避难所. 好好休息. 隐蔽一下, 好好思考.
有点小失落.
不是不在乎四周的人事物.
是太在意的人,事没像预料中的发生.
太在意了, 所以做什么都是不足,不够好的吧..
静下来了, 挣扎.漂移, 寻找平衡点.
LALALALALALALALA..
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climb-ish climb
On 11:48 AM , Friday, November 27, 2009

Woke up really
early and went to Gunung Lambak.=) hehe~ everyone was climbing fast and I instantly realise how much
catch-up needed to be done before competition. hmmmph.
Up at the middle of the moutain.
Enjoyed a lot. Hearing them talking about what they fond of.
Love the kind of innocence being around them, playing basketball etc.
They ended up splashing water and running around.
And two of us. Looking, laughing. [huhu~]
It's weird luh.
So many times. So blinded.
Too focused on what we can gain or rushing through each day.
Not knowing, simple things can be really amazing itself. =)
Splashes of water formed a rainbow
Both inside, out.
累了.. 停下脚步. 发现早晨的天气真清爽. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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空间
On 4:44 PM , Thursday, November 26, 2009
假期了.
喜欢, 静静地
听 淡淡的歌;
弹吉他 自我陶醉;
静静地 看 读 想
喜欢. 那种 就算天下大乱又怎样 的潇洒.
安静一下. 好好思考.
喜欢, 也需要 这种空间. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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tuhan-ku
On 4:54 PM , Sunday, November 22, 2009
Less of me, more of You. =)
As simple as that, as hard as it's.
LALALALALALALALA..
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lower six
On 2:31 PM , Thursday, November 19, 2009
Today we had our last lecture and lower six class.=)
hmmmph. A bit happy to end months of studying with
lectures. haha!!=P [weeeeeeee~] though, a bit 'KEK-SIM' to end my lower six with headache and a bit of
lack of sleep.==
You know, actually looking back.
I can't help it but to agree that things do happen for a
reason.
And, God's
in control. =)
whether we understand or accept it or not at certain point.
hmmmmmph. What a half-a-year. =P
发现时间过得真快.=X
说到回到
过去, 因为幼小, 思想
简单些, 负担少点吧.
长大了,不能像以前一样, 不开心就装傻
丢弃责任.
有自由了, 也得好好的
衡量. 不能太放纵.
很喜欢到其他课室去画黑板.
因为这几个月来没有个
固定的黑板画.
多次
羡慕其他, 不管心情, 都有收留自己的座位, 很温馨.
一点放学, 又是
雨天.=P
回头看. 半年了..
记载了许多以让我措手不及的
喜怒哀乐.
LALALALALALALALA..
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hmmmmmph.
On 10:31 PM , Wednesday, November 18, 2009
背负重任, 感激有主. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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empty
On 1:02 AM ,
Today we went out late night to celebrate birthday. =P hmmmph. Something really
unusual for me. You know lah, usually ain't allowed to go out at night. So, YAY!!=D hmmph. Was pass 12am le, but many were still
awake singing, smoking, hanging out, snooker-ing etc.
They call that
night life.
HMMMMPH. Not sure what to react, because I'm feeling a bit over-protected or always been living in a
safety zone. Never actually 'see' or
'taste' things by myself. dunno lie, what happened around been really revealing much of the real world, prevailing how
futile relationships can be and how
scary human nature can be. When did human became so unworthy and replaceable? Do people merely care about what they can gain out of one 'n another? 值得吗?
A lot of things, we can only accept.
Not a sign of defeat, but as an reaction of a grown-up. =)
night falls as the empty city comes alive;
flooded with empty hearts,searching for answer that perhaps'll never be found.
LALALALALALALALA..
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AHHHH.
On 10:01 PM , Monday, November 16, 2009
机会
难得. 但怕练不来. [.......]
回想以前, 小小
怀念.
不知道. 再次回到比赛会是怎么样的..
矛盾. 小期待. =)
LALALALALALALALA..
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eagle
On 5:59 PM , Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sometimes I ask myself, do those stuff really matter anyway?
The hard part isn't the
answer, because I guess deep down I know the answer already. The hard part is the calling for
obedience behind the "Yes" or "No".
"high responsibilities come with high expectations" The more that's given, the more is expected out of you.
"Even the youths grow tired and weary,and young men stumble and fall;but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary,they will walk and not be faint. " [Isaiah 40:30-31]
LALALALALALALALA..
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rain rain go away
On 10:50 PM , Friday, November 13, 2009
倾盆大雨.
冷冰冰的夜晚,
看不见已散去的乌云.
Always, we aren't aware that things aren't that bad.
Sometimes words or expressions aren't enough to firmly establish what really running through one's mind luh. That's why sometimes people choose to be silent.
for things beyond my control, Lord take over.for things I should be doing, Lord help me.乌云已散噜..放下, 前近..=D
LALALALALALALALA..
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powerful little things
On 4:28 PM , Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Little things can make lots of difference.=)
this morning
immersion of sweet fresh air
refreshed, or perhaps it's from within?
your little moves delight my day.=)
LALALALALALALALA..
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used
On 3:03 PM , Monday, November 09, 2009
We can never
help someone who isn't willing to be helped. Even if we tried. Lots of times, so easi-ly we
advise but deep down we're convicted that we do make the similar mistakes, eh?
Always tell others they're
special as who they're.
Yet here I am. Struggle to not ..... ==
THOUGH.
Acknowlegde the fact that we aren't serving humans but
God. =)
不能
倒下..=)
加油., 加油..
Trade these ashes in for beautyand wear forgiveness like a crown Coming to kiss the feet of mercy I lay every burden down at the foot of the cross.
LALALALALALALALA..
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雨过天晴
On 4:28 PM , Thursday, November 05, 2009
最近都
下雨.. 足以描述很多周遭人的心情.
今天聊天, 他突然说:
"在下雨.." 我往外看, 发现雨早已停了.
我和她. 静了一会吧.
"
伯乐在哪?" 让我深思了不久.
不懂得
安慰. 因为安慰不了自己.
想
静一静, 好好调整. 不想情绪低落影响身旁的人.
失去了对自己重要的事物, 难免
心酸吧..
因为太在意.
对你我来说简单的小事物人物, 在他人眼里可以很重要.
不同的人, 对不同的人;
价值也不同咯. =)
又下雨了. 不知多少颗心也正下着雨?
周遭的人可以批评, 但也永远是个
旁观者..
当局者. 也只能任命,
接受现实.
没有人会
留步. 因为他人也有自己的苦恼.
" Faith is a deliberate confidence in the character of God, whose ways you may not understand at the time. " - Oswald Chambers
学习
放下. 慢慢来鲁..=)
LALALALALALALALA..
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not ponteng lah
On 6:52 PM , Wednesday, November 04, 2009
I didn't go to school today.
Needed a tight
rest, less thinking-ies.
Woke up at 12:00 pm. [HAHA!!weeeee~] =)
People always try to run away.
I guess, I'm making the
same mistake eh?
learn to fail; fail, to
learn?
小时候老师常说: "
跌到了, 爬起来.."
Never trully understand how hard it can be.
Sometimes when things are too personal and define a lot of who you're, failing can really be AGRHH bah. =X hmm. dear kawan-kawan., buck up ah.=) Let's move on and not putus asa luh.
"Losers live in the past. Winners learn from the past and enjoy working in the present toward the future." - Denis Waitley
LALALALALALALALA..
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ben-dan
On 3:44 PM , Monday, November 02, 2009
小
沉重. 小打击..
今天考试结束了..=) 应该是开心的.
Physics考卷来得好突然.. == 是有小小心碎.
我. 太不细腻了咯. [KEK-SIM..]
不过, 也是自己
活该. 平时不专心点.
以前每次侥幸得成, 以为自己真的小聪明..
第一班, 第一班..
UPSR, PMR, SPM.. 现在总算醒悟. 我太
天真, 太荒谬了.
长大了, 说要好好学习对待
失败.
发现,
"跌到了爬起来.." 说地容易; 做起来好难.
这口气, 不想说出来但也咽不下.. == [HAHA!!=X]
心服口服. 一颗心能受伤, 当然也能康复. =)
[ hmmm. At last, exam's over. Here comes my Restaurant City luh. =D]
LALALALALALALALA..
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replace-able
On 12:13 PM , Sunday, November 01, 2009
Though everyone in their own ways wish to encourage, but at certain point we'll surely be discouraged by each other as long as there's a relationship.
Not the first time.
But it's always not easy to
recover from feeling felt-out etc eh?
I guess, It's impossible for us to stop this journey of life bah. We have to keep moving forward, and maybe walk
slower when really running out of battery. Have
fun keeping up with the pace? =) hmmmmpphh.
Suddenly realise that October
passed and it's November already. How
time really flies. =X [realise quite an amazing but really challenging months had.. =P]
讲着讲着.. 想起当时的情景.
当时的小小
体会, 我近期应该都忘不了吧..
掀起旧事, 原来依然心酸.
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagle;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint. [Isaiah 40:31]
LALALALALALALALA..
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