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On 12:59 PM , Thursday, May 31, 2007

There is time where faith is questioned.

Me, now.

Been having a hard time training,

Is like really wanting to die.

Gosh.

Not really believing in my n team's ability.

Coz is the reality.

BUt, we been trying n training hard.

but, simply beated by low fighting spirit,

n tiriness.

Obviously, we question our presence

Our ability,

knowing tat it will be hard.

ARRRGGGGHHH!!! Why?

So stress! now, even violin exam is coming.

Why o?

Holiday.. seems to tired.. n not relaxing.

Seeing some trainers faces,

tat seems to be treating us like rubbish.

Some r like:" Awak boleh! Jangan give up.."

I m fastrated, tired.

When can i get a good night sleep..

With ICE CREAM!!! YAY!!

Simply, Is hard to prove tat they r wrong. Is hard to continue, when seems tat it is merosot-ing, Ya! we dont see improvement. Hoping, n seeing others doing so well. What happened?! Lord, juz a bit of strenght. Juz a bit of willingness. Juz a bit of satifaction..

After all, what is the "best"? the best, or the "best"?

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 8:49 PM , Monday, May 28, 2007

It was juz another day of holiday.

But, someone on earth, named Xueqi learnt n experinced deadly day.

As usual, she woke up late. Watch tv.

Realised tat Michelle J. Fox has an illness.

tat now, she ady forgot wat. But, she sees though his life.

And, pretty amazed, n she honours what n how he faced it.

Later, she went for training.

She wasnt in mood.

COz very tired.

But, ended up waiting long.

Training was so diferent from usual.

She was so shock!

"Goodness.. Tis is really tired."

Teacher said is LIGHT training.

"...................."

ended up doing drills for distance of 60m

HAlf died.

Then, ran 25min of crossing over at football field.

with satifying speed.

But.. one guru said must be faster.

SHe nearly 'pening'.

n wanted to womit. Juz hope time pass faster!!

She wonder, "What will the INTENSE training be?!"

Gosh. SHe finally know.

It takes a lot to win.

Not really about winnig Gold, but winning herself.

Break the usual thing.

Sudden, she knows how intense it will be

n how hard is it to compete with really good ones.

Yet, she is glad, to be who she is.

Ya, still, worrying how her leg will become

wat will happen

how unperfect she is

How terrible she failed God

With wonders, n dreams

Amazed by how great n complete other's life is

She is glad, like Michelle J. Fox

"Illness didnt make Michelle Fox less, illness didnt makes Michelle Fox more"

SHe sudden, dont care how terrible she looks

or how terrible situation she is in.

Sudden, understand why she is created, here, n now.

She said:" Hem.. No regrets.."

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 9:22 PM , Friday, May 25, 2007

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Anyway, been having training. Hem, happy wit some improvement.. YAY!!!

But, we should work as team, yet onli three appeared for training. Sad rite? Is when it is a higher level, we need team work, yet we failed. hem.. kinda reliease even clearer than b4, there r plenty of awesome runner. Well, juz trying my very Best!! YAY!!

Hem. Still la, knowing reality, target 3rd. Pressure, yet satified! YAY!!

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 9:19 PM , Thursday, May 24, 2007

hem.. streamxy got problem.. n seems tat my house has another line now.. dunno la..

well.. tis 3 weeks been.. hem.. good. Memoriable..

Overhelmed by happenings..

Learnt.. to be responsible.. n be concerning..

I guess, too accept facts in life. How imperfect, how unpleasent. Ya, anywhere, ppl r unfair. N, it bothers me a lot when i see happenings. How ppl treat, n stuff. I guess, there will always be a place where God put us for His reason, either to learn, or to gain. I really hope God will smile, when i m in Yf, a place i dun really think i suppose to be. Hem. Is the fact. But, i m HAPPY!! YAY!! wit things.. n trying to dun "care" about the obvious unfairness.

Obviuosly, i dun really believe in everlasting friendship. Coz there will be jealousy, hurts n dislikeness.. I dun really mind being alone for some times.. I guess i perfect silience, but doesnt mean tat i dun appreciate friends. Watever u think, hem.. i cant change u, n i will stil be me.

YEAP! best friends r diferent, but same. Hem.. I love my class.. n the gang.. HAHA!! although sometimes.. hem.. there will always be hard times right?

Throughout the weeks.. i guess i learnt to think diferently. THink diferent in life, for life, n towards happenings..

Yea.. I know. Accept others as I m accepted. Yea, i guess, i need to accept myself first. It will take time. But, the fact is, I been happy wit things. N wil miss my class "suasana".. haha...

Will be going training soon.. I guess wont be blogging.. YAY!! so happy!! Finally, my first Milo shirt!! YAY!! Ohh..!! Exam, soon to go, tmr Chemistry P1.. then.. HAPPY!! watch movie, shop, spend time wit classmates..

Still, hoping. WIshing. Asking, yet knowing the reality.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 1:18 PM , Sunday, May 06, 2007

Hem.

Suppose to be a happy day..

hem.. Gone out of beat..

I know.

I was trying to catch up..

n kinda blank tat time..

didnt mean to..

SOmetiME,

a bit fastrated..

is so hard to b in band..

to serve.

hard to face Sundays..

no clothes to wear..

must b formal..

but,

i learnt to accept

n change

"accept what we cant change, change wat we can, acknowledge diferences.."

Hem.

still, i m happy!! YAY!!

dunno why, juz happy..

oHH!!.. tmr exam..

kinda no stress.. WHY??!

haha~

Felt bad for being kinda "away" from crowd

but

I enjoy wor..haha~

somhow..still wondering..

hoping for salvation of classmates..

YAY!! if so..

Exam..dun too stress ppl..

see a..

Stress, aso exam..

No stress, aso exam..

Hem.

I chose to live life positively..

even when is negatif..

haha~

Hem.. Let's joY for exam!! YAY!! ohh..!! exam no homework leh.. haha~

LALALALALALALALA..

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"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
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