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On 12:07 PM , Sunday, February 25, 2007

hehe.. basicly now watching a taiwan show from them.. Wahaha.. nice..



at 1st, i juz dont get why my friends lik them so much.. ehem.. YA!! they do!! now i know.. hahaha.. juz bcoz they r handsome.. which they REALLY are.. but is tat wat a guy should juz hav?? haha..



NO!!~



well.. kl week was cool.. shopping till half died.. now, i m SEEK of shopping.. gosh. but isnt really FUN.. is quite hard to survive wit Junior.. who alway coz trouble.. not onli to us.. but for every relatives include his family! goodness.. seek of tat.. haiz.. juz make joy to sorrow everytime.. well.. who can we blame? His parents? or himself.. gosh..



but, is cool to see relatives again.. of coz.. we talked A LOT!! till 3 or 4 am.. n sleep.. n wake up at 1pm.. as usual la.. n tis cause me to overslpt on Saturday n missed training!! arrghh!! sorry ppl.. for flying kite.. hahaha.. didnt mean it lah.. hehe..



all of us hav grew up! YAY?! i miss the inocent time together when we were young.. the fresh mind towards kl.. er, kl seems to b not tat 'cool' after trips n trips.. i guess they too prefer KLUang! YAY! haha.. but is nice to hang around wit u all! yay!! happy!!! talking about sch, friends, God.. i enjoyed. A lot! watching movie together.. arrggghh!! i miss it!!



a weel from now. Mssd. will b a though week. coz we will b having two season of training per day. tat mean i will miss class n miss my sleep. which is WORTH i guess.. haiz.. damn worried.. RELAX!! ya...



well, today's sermon was so COOL! haha.. dunno how to say.. but in Kl, we talked about junior.. He is juz lik a small devil.. well, kept seeking attention n full of anger.. hit anyone. n onli eat Mcdonald.. Gosh. yet, when we talked about tis. conclusion, lack of love, lack of attention, n lastly, lack of CONFIDENT.. it kind of shock me to hear tat.. i mean.. the Devil lack of CONFIDENT? .. juz complicated..



isnt really a peace week.. Family affair... bla bla bla.. which i cant control.. Lord, HELP!!



Juz another week? or another thought week? i m basicly not prepared.. well..



THROW IT!! YAY!!
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Happy

On 11:49 PM , Saturday, February 17, 2007

well, will be going kl for days. will be missing traning. 1st time, felt bad to leave Kluang. Gosh.

well, i m missing sch now. esspecially sch friends. WHy?? Why so fast holiday oo?? will REALLY miss u all lah.. well, last day of sch, we suppose to hav a sejarah test. yet, i was canceled. so, we spent time to chat n eat junks. So fun. is F-U-N basicly. YAY!! i enjoed a lot. most went back, but some stayed for meetings n stuff. so, some nothingtodo's (include me) juz started to talk, non-stop. well, we chat about perbarisan n stuff. n FRIENDS.

well, i always ask God. Why Convent? why not other mixed sch? i know He has his purpose, but is hard to accept n let go. i love my class. very much. esspecially my best friends. throughout the 4 years, when i failed, when i didnt get to go to mssm, when i m damn sad, i always managed to find someone to talk to. i m glad tat now, ppl talks serious stuff to me, n starting to find purpose living. Life is not juz about books, now they know i guess.

No guys. is hard to survive throughout the years when other sch has better stuff than ours. well, no guys, so wat? in convent, no need to care how i look, as long as is ok.. n juz be myself n make fun n laugh LOUDLY. happy n relax. sleep when i cant stand it. change clothes in class TOGETHER, which is like biasa. Talk girl's stuff loudly. above all, taste the true friendship. i know lots of awesome ppl, n great friends. tat i will never regret knowing. Friends tat dont judge easily, kena together, of coz, angry n quarell. soemtime i dont get why must i be the happy one making jokes, why cant they all be more ACTIVE.. but, they actually r "active", when no teacher.

well, juz wanna say thank you to some great friends in my class.
-Khai li, who is always been my listening tank
-Yi Ming, who silently stress n try hard to acheive something
-Ying Sze, who seems cheerful, but stress
-Josie, who looks things diferently
-Sue jing, who always appeaciate
-Catherine, talk a lot.. yet empty
-Care Vern, Mrs Big Mouth, serious in things she cares
-Jun Ni, who always taking responsible
-Hazira, who always teaches me sejarah
-Se Yen, who stand strong wit her own opinion
-Yu Wen, who study.. dislike sports
-Michelle, who always out running and "not in class" wit me.. since secondary..


*this COnvent's busy, strict, tiring life is a simple meaningful, deep life shows girls's power tat never be tasted anywhere. Is simply unreplaceable.*
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On 8:22 PM , Thursday, February 15, 2007

















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On 7:42 PM , Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Tired.

Sch life. cool. i guess. really busy. lots of exams n sports prac. hopefully after hari sukan, can train without distration. Hope lah. WAHH!!!! Mssd is COMING!!! GOSH. i m so scared!!! onli thing. train! listen! work on it! n make use of wat i hav.

busy. but i juz realise tat i been skipping yf for lots of time since sch reopen. Why ar? last week too tired till fell asleep, last last week late coz overslept. last last week basketball competition.. n dont know la.. gosh. i been living life urgently, without rest man. onli sunday. so i stopped n blogged. hehehe.. Happy!

well, as usual, everyone is busy training for rumah n ppl r running here n there at the field. busy field. yet, i guess onli me is relaxing since 4x100m isnt important to me. still, will do my best lah. i m really glad. dunno. i m suddenly happy. coz now, i m starting to love my legs. the fact is, i dont really care wat ppl say about my legs all the time. Long, nice, watever. i never like them. is juz make me sick, to be abnormal, taller than normal ppl, alway standing at the last few rows, etc. since kidnergarden, i m the tallest. WHy???? goodness. n tis coz me to be a jumper n basketball player in secondary.

living a weird plus diferent life costs me a lot. noticed easily, tease, etc. friends alway say tat i wont be able to get married. i thought of tat, but surely i will find the one. so, no big deal. but, how m i going to love others when i dont even love myself? yet, now, i learnt. how important my legs are in my life. without it, i wont beable to lompat pagar, n jump, n run fast, of coz, to achieve my targets. i never appeaciate my legs, till now. i know. Thank you Lord, for my legs, tat i never loved. now i know why i need to run, .. coz u gave my this gift, n long legs. I will run for You!


* This month of love. appeaciate. Hari Sukan will be fun, n surely will b stressful for perbarisan. But for Merah's team, juz wanna sat, we r winners aridi, eventhough others r better. Thank you for being committed n i will miss the happy times we had. Thank God!!*
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joy is sad

On 12:19 AM , Thursday, February 08, 2007

today is today? or dream? wat will tmr b? no one knows.

as others, i hav dreams too, i actually always wanted to be a professional badminton player, yet juz simply cant. i always ask why. WHY LOrd? why not?

tis simple little dream alway is in my heart. but i never try to acheive. i dont get why, but juz didnt. mayb God dont want me to be one. Ya. He doesnt. today was badminton competition, we were linegirls. damn. boring. seek of guys man. juz disaster. sitting there, tired, uselessly. yet, some stuff woke me. i jaga-ed 10+++ match, many ppl's dream were crushed, since there is only one winner. Crushed. in their face, juz sadness.

tis week is long. tired. sad. excited. happy. satified. yet, dreams r crushed. i m crushed too. i shouldnt b running alone fast n forgot ppl around me. juz bcoz i wanna win. winning again. pressure. but i hav no rights to stop. even with twisted leg like now. i hav to act. properly. How long do i hav to bear? yet, enjoying. i guess i m bearing a joyfully pain.

Is God fair? no idea. i should b happy, i broke the lompat tinggi rcord. yet, juz sad for crushed ones. Tat feeling sucks. Horrible. i tasted it b4. juz sucks. yet, tis is part of life, where we learn, n know ourselves, n accept who we are. Dreams may b far, but is the matter of the process i guess. is the matter of how u try to acheive. Life is unfair. i know. sometime i m seek it tis fact, for i m not as pretty as so n so, or i m not tat good in blar blar blar. well, is juz another unchangeable fact. which simply my illusion. expecting too much, forgot about wat i hav. i guess is tis to b happy n satified wit wat n who u r n keep going for HE.


*Tired. but i know i will never be a professional badminton player. yet, i will b a simple jumper tat love to hang over wit my friends. with respect, n hope.*
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didnoindie

On 5:58 PM , Thursday, February 01, 2007

erm, basicly.. long time no on9 aridi. too busy. at sch. Tired? ya. but full lah..

well.. juz finished basketbal competition. FUn. but kind of question lots of stuff n ppl around me. gosh. Why must ppl follow me? u r u. i m me. weird. but above all, tis time i c another side of Kluang. Kluang of chong hwa which consist of chinese.. hahaha.. well, think of tat. i felt so sad. sad tat i m not in tat sch i guess. i SHOULD be in tat sch.

Few years ago, as usual. combined sport day wit the chong hwa(s). i was lompat-ing tinggi n won lah. a coach came to me n asked to me go chong hwa when i form 1. n say can be well-trained. stuff lik tat lah. Seriously, i m so glad. n excited. really grateful for my sport base in sekolah rendah. yet, i didnt go to chong hwa. i mean WHY>? i know the reason. but juz so sad tat i m not there. n lost one great oppurtuanity. which is so hard to be found again. regrets of life.

for smcc life, sch goes on. homework juz wont stop. i dont know wat the SEjarah teacher is talking about. wat tamadun. gosh. sick of it lah! n perbarisan stuff. worries of mssd. yet, it was a emotional week for my class. we basicly was scolded by Pn. Reka n lots of ppl cried, include me. n we basicly had i time of reflection. yet some were still doing their homeworks. WHAT!!!! damn. wat can i say lah. they dont care, their mouth juz cant open, is straight As everything?! watever.

i dont get it, life is so short, all u cares is ur studies. as usual, ppl REAL faces r out when things go wrong. Glory? or Friendship? n why like tis?

*Wat ppl thinks is theirs business. i think our team did well. Thank God*
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