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On 10:26 PM , Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Faces, familiar and the unfamiliar.
People, come and go..
Who knows what's expected out of us?

Super-duper tired. But people's faces keep running through my mind.
The sad faces; geng people's faces..
You know, we never know, what really is going on inside people's mind. Action not equal to true intention? hmmm.

That's why. It's always hard to really know the right answer for the questions asked. What seems to be meant by might not be what we think it's? hmmmm.

Hard to understand what people truly are thinking bah.
There isn't a perfect answer?
I guess, that's why it's by faith, we believe we lived well day by day bah~ =)

this room is not a dream,
yet you need to dream
to reach its door
and arriving you will not believe
it's not a dream
and that the door
is the door of your heart! -The Room
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lalalalalalalalala..

On 3:55 PM , Monday, September 28, 2009
huhuhuhuhu.. You know, I am not someone who doesn't like to go to school yah. But hmm, just to be honest, yesh bah. I didn't want school to start. =X hmm. Just that this break is toooooo short, knowing that there isn't any next holidays or anything as I didn't really get to rest..sort of [stucked], numb..

Well, last night, didn't really slept well too. Had to finish 'unfinished buisness' huhu~ and even 拖累kawan to do much research.=) [appreciate it!!huhu~] hmm. Not really sure what to expect for the next weary morning?

Last night though was reallly reallly tired le, can't sleep. Thinking of the lots of things not done. A bit worried and burdened. hmm. You know, I sort of don't know how am I going to carry on lorr. Fear of not being what I should be, loaded syllabus =(, friends, Csardas [arghhh!], maintaining my smily face =X, my wanna-play-ball-ness [WOOOTS!!].. Scary, not?

huhuhuhu.. Well, let's just say today was quite fun and satisfying..Weeee~ reallly awesome to see all the faces in real after quite some time..hehe~ hmm. The kind of school-ly school-ing feeling came back?=D I guess, truly, mindset does affect a lot huh?

What I learnt is,
a simple prayer does changes a lot.=)
Not about how grand or long it's, as long as it's your heart's cry and full of conviction.

放学冲出去的感觉真好..YAY!!!! 哈哈~

累了..偷息一回儿..冲个凉, 洗把脸.
加油.. 老鼠们., 加油咯..=)
" When I am weak, You're strong.. "
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On 10:13 PM , Saturday, September 26, 2009
Is worship really the only thing that matters when we say it's?

Sometimes, simple words are enough to kill a spirit?
hmmmmmm..
When things go wrong, let go of the unfulfilled expectations. Not about what not done, but the effort and heart? =)

Sorry if I am not good enough bah.
Really did my best. Tried my best to fulfill the commitments.
As Un Ven once said, even if we feel discouraged, we need to stay faithful in our service. =)

"累中带泪."

I just, need some space to be human.
Yet school is starting so soon..[=.=!!!]

"It's the lessons in life that form our character.." =D
I guess, yesh bah. JIA YOU!!
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On 9:05 PM , Friday, September 25, 2009

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A FINE DAY

On 10:50 PM , Wednesday, September 23, 2009
I had quite a great day today. =P
Starting from my morning, out buying stuff.
Afternoon tagged along with Jit and three more persons scrubbing walls preparing for tomorrow's painting..=D So much fun!!hehe..
Evening playing ball again, hoho!!! =D
Night, out for band practice which ended up seeing sky and going to Kluang Mall jalan-jalan huhuhuhuhu..=)

You know. Sometimes I just can't balance my feelings. From a place so contradict to another. Now here am I, me and my laptop. Back to square one?

Today as I was watching Jit spraying, spraying to remove the black black stuff. Instant joy and an impression of 'loosen chain' flooding over. =) Inside, reallly WOOOOW-ed lor.

I realise. The beauty of life, is to realise that It's hard to not depend on people or live by what offered by the world yet hanging on, surviving? When we acknowledge that we're powerless, needing God to bring us through each day, we will notice the difference between 'just another day' and 'a fine day' bahh. =)

I HAD. A FINE DAY. =P
[maybe that's why I been so 'high' and energized even on court or in Kuang Mall or even scrubbing.=P] WOOOOOOOOTS..=D

明天要顺顺利利啊..=)
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moody ~

On 11:21 PM , Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Holidays, one of those times people seems to vanish. Hard to really balance up emotions and focus on what should be done?

Why can't the world moves as I wish lieh? =P
HAHAHAHAHA!! UH~ RIDICULOUS - I know.

I H.O.P.E, people will get themselves gathered even if there isn't any obligations, or needs. People can express themselves whenever they feel like.

Simple as that.
As complicated as it's.

"EYEEER. I wanna live in a cave. "

好开心, 总算打到球了..今天又下雨了..
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kawan-kawan

On 11:28 AM , Sunday, September 20, 2009
朋友,可以很多.我喜欢认识多多人,了解不同环境;教养的人.=) 可是有时, 无奈..一个人不能分身.没办法顾虑周遭全部的人?
"表面与内心-是两人.." 又怎么能听完大家的心声呢? 遗憾,朋友往往来来去去.. 以前不如当初了.遇见了,回想以往的欢乐,闻到阵阵陌生. 小忏悔, 小无助.. 人, 都需要人, 互相"利用" 对方?

需要时, 没有朋友: 学习自立.

了解友谊的定义. 我也在学习.=)
可悲. 很多事都不如当初了.
"患难见真情.." 我想, 是吧..
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知足常乐?

On 10:03 AM , Saturday, September 19, 2009
昨天去了新加坡..=)
不太远. 也不太近?

回家路上, 人海茫茫.
大家都赶着回家. [已半夜时分]
有种种无奈.

这就是爸爸/父亲们为家庭的牺牲?

姐姐的学院真的很美..
艺术, 音乐. =)
晚上还跟着去看了"Charles Brown"
真的很棒! .... =D

其实, 感触良多. 来到不熟悉的地方. 矛盾, 有想体会那种自由的冲动, 想想自己也比较适合那种环境.. ; 想回去, 真的很喜欢现在的环境,"生存地" =). 可是读着以后不会读的科系?[=.=!!!!]

这两年, 要好好的想. =)
" If God wants you to be a doctor, you will eventually be a doctor, either the hard way or the easy way.."

一个人走着, 有时脱离熟悉的群众也是好事.
"自由，往往成了捆绑自己的囚衣.." [我喜欢=)]
回到原点了.. 家最棒!! HOHO!!

"我更珍惜, 更知足."
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ho-lid-ays! =P

On 3:03 PM , Thursday, September 17, 2009
假期了咯..
有赶不完的功课, 工作, 节目..
最近都在赶场.. 跑上跑下.

小累. 呵呵.
不对, 是差不多快倒下了? =X
不过, 真的每天多姿多彩..哈哈. 感触良多.

很珍惜, 一起上课乱笑赶工无聊的时光. =)
很喜欢, 一起打球吃冰..
不过啦, 真的很累了.. [假期来得真对!HOHO!!]

假期咯..
听见大家的忙碌. 偷偷的小笑.
心情起伏不定. (..............)

又下雨了.
只想, 小静一会儿.
静静的思考. 对.. " 过好每一天" . =)
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better

On 7:46 PM , Tuesday, September 15, 2009
It comes to a point. Good isn't enough.
When you think you're good, there shall be someone better.
"Better, smarter, prettier, greater.."

Today went for violin class. [=.=!!]
Seems to not be able to play well.
What grade already, yet can't count tempo properly?
Even last week's guitar playing. =.=!!

Why so hard to fulfill others' expectation?
School. YF, MPPPU, family..

余兄, 拜托..我不是没有烦恼的人咯, 只是没说罢了. =)

有些事,说不出口. 有些事, 只能藏在心里.
有苦难言? =)

愉快的一天有你, 你们..
心酸的一天有主, 给予力量..=)
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by faith

On 5:04 PM , Sunday, September 13, 2009
"...... I walk by faith."

how many times we said that?
how many times we sang of it?

This week. After much break-down(s) and delight(-es).
I realised that walking by faith isn't that easy.
To not know what's gonna happen, yet continue. Crazy huh?

I guess. Not everything is seen physically. =)
OH. And, do you know what's the 'buah' of walking by faith?
hehehehe. " Ordinary miracles. "
So simple, yet so beautiful. =D hoho!!!

turn your eys upon Jesus
look full in His wonderful face
and the things of the earth
will grow strangely dim
in the light of His glory and grace

"Your strength can also be your greatest weakness." =X
people, 加油!! =)
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harder

On 2:19 AM , Saturday, September 12, 2009
Sorry. But I still find it hard. Hard to even try to focus on the larger image, eating up my emotions. Can't really balance up my feelings, when I need to? Despite the fact that I know clearer than anyone this is where the Lord placed me in and wants me to be at. It's hard to really accept/ live according to what I am expected to react?

'late night. Early of tomorrow?
Reminded of "You gave me hope.."..
His glory appears?
Lay down things that perhaps I will never truly surrender?

The same way as papa not letting me being out after 10 pm.
Asking, nagging me to study.
The kind of rebuke, enough to stir up my "arghh."
But deep down. I know clearer than anyone.
All is done out of love.

The same way. The Father in heaven disciplines.
I ate up my feelings, once again.
"May the Joy of the Lord, from within be our strength.." hits even harder than ever.'

加油!=)
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pet society!

On 4:49 PM , Thursday, September 10, 2009

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090909

On 8:19 PM , Wednesday, September 09, 2009
They say 090909, date like this only happens 100 years once. =)
And, we won't be alive after 100 years eh?

Nothing really special today.
Went to school. Had fun during lecture.hoho!!
Attending classes, chatting. =)
Wanted to wake up but ter-sleep. (opppss.=P)
Walked to pasar malam like F4. =P
Played basketball at Kluang Baru and was really fun!! =D
Continue life in Pet Society! haha!! [not addicted lar.]=PP

You know. special dates like today always keep me thinking. "Have a special day!!.."? but how special should a special day be?

If you really try to make a day special, you will soon or later realise that nothing is enough? we will never be great enough? Not grand enough?

My day, was quite special.
Two things boggled in my mind, that still sadden me.
Yi ming said that Wei Xian birthday is 11-9..
Woke up at 6pm. still feeling ill-down everytime going to school.

Sometimes, it's the mindset that affects a lot eh?

[回答你的问题] 想说, 没有后悔读中六. 真的..
很开心, 有历史性的一天, 看清楚自己不够好的身份..
学习珍惜. 感激人海茫茫, 遇见了不少有趣的人.=)

A special day. A clearer understanding.
"It's the people that make 'special' really special." =)
B.L.E.S.S.E.D 09-09-09 !! =D
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停息.

On 3:17 PM , Monday, September 07, 2009
今天突然发现,时间过得好快..

上课的一天里.
有心情差的, 也有每天都嘻嘻哈哈的. =)

讲话提到运动吧.. 有点无奈.
(......................)
欢乐笑声里, 小想静一静, 休息一会儿..
很累, 可是真的是充实.

转个弯回头看, 很多话说不出口. 抱着丝丝希望.

累了,偷偷停下脚步.=)
"清醒, 看清楚.."
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purpose living

On 6:56 PM , Saturday, September 05, 2009
Today's YF was really close-to-heart?
Once of those times, I tell myself : not about what people thinks?
Do your part, and the rest let God take over? =)

Really did felt [disappointed] even before worship.
But told myself. [not about me eh?]
I know my voice was cracking.
But that was really my best liao. =D [all out]

Today. Just another YF?
For me. Quite a special one bah. =)
[still wondering where did I got the courage to still stand there] =P
"really not by my power, but the Lord's."

["If a man hasn't discover something he will die for, he isn't fit to live" -Marthin Luther King] so true ehh? =) hmm. I guess, it's really important for us human to discover our purposes living bah. For people who think they already discovered, time to re-check and reflect whether the purpose is gone or not?

Half way through. Felt a bit [uhh..] ..
so many times. Purpose lost along the way.
Yet so faithful, is the Lord. =)
Truly., [better is one day in Your court..]
[hang on].. hanging on.. =) guys jia you! =D
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覆水难收

On 3:36 PM , Thursday, September 03, 2009
Today MPPPU re-election's result was announced. =)
A bit of worries. Unsettling emotions?

A team chosen out. =D
Many won. Many lost? =.=!!!
A bit bitter and heart-breaking. I guess we can't always want things to be as expected eh ?

One day itself.
Much joy!!=D, much untold heart-felt.
Just to mention, saw a deserving person not getting what the person should get again. Yet saw the person handling things so steadfast-ly, firm. Amazed. =) Another kawan baik today feeling down. Many things to bear with, feeling not appreciated? *weii.. cheer up larr =D*

People move on. But the ones who are left behind or ill-treated will feel its impact eh?

Only if, people were simplier-minded.

New responsibility. WOOOTS!=)
Excitment vs. heavier burden?

身旁的人很坚强, 看了更心酸.
感叹, 体会到 " 覆水难收 " 的无奈..
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On 11:46 PM , Tuesday, September 01, 2009

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TEO XUE QI =)
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