Paint the . P L A I N

On 2:33 PM , Sunday, July 27, 2008

THE PRICE
For the very choice that i made, I had to pay for it.
Whether it's retarded or what.

At last, it ended. This morning, I woke up unwillingly. Oh, 6+am again. It reminded me of those days that I overslept, so shock to see the clock pointing 10am.
WAH-
It reminds me of my frustration towards this job.
HAHA.
This job, shown me that my limits are not widely-ranged.
My temper can be horrible.
Computer can really makes one lost consicous.
Yet at the same time,
shown me what it really takes to be a complete team.
what it takes to understand deeper their lives.
what it takes to try to stand in the gap, and not be influenced.

It reminds me of the days.
Being scolded for our carelessness
Being scolded for operating 'ilegal factory' in class when teacher teaches
Causing my parents to question my efford in studying
Working from morning till night till the next morning. And smile when rotarians pass by.
Dancing creations that perhaps I will never understand
Drawing, creating, figuring out those imaginative thoughts

As everything fade away., I realized. I am truly glad.
If that's the price for me to be with this banch of crazy, frenzy humans (if you still call them so),
It's worth it.
THANK YOU, LORD.

LALALALALALALALA..

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On 3:52 PM , Tuesday, July 15, 2008

RECENT-LY.
Things been not so smooth.
Things been lovely.
Things been painful.
Things been irritating.

A lot of things reminded me of a lot of things.
(Don't make sense right? HAHA)

anyway., I been haunted by thoughts of leaving this town.
It made me realized, and found out that I been missing out a lot of stuff., by simply living in my own world. I always think that I don't belong to this group of Youth. Or., I would say I classified myself as outsider. I decided., It's time to change. Whether I like it, or not.

So far., I been having great time!
Trying to fit in., once again. But with willingness of my own.
YAY!!

EXAM arriving.,so close.
MYPG is so near.
6:15AM every morning.
TUTION increasing.
THEIR INSTALLATION soon.
DRIVING EXAM tomorrow.

EVEN SO., I learnt that we don't have the rights to condemn others even when we are OURSELVES have issues. Who are we to point out others' imperfection, when we are those who are in need? I learnt., if you say YES, do it.

Long schadue scuttering, but I fear none.
Not because of my hormones! HAHA.,but because You really exist.
"Let's shout to the Lord..!!"

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
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"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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