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My LiFe... :P
On 4:18 PM , Monday, June 26, 2006
Me.. my life is simple... i m juz a simple ppl... but i juz wanna share something about my life.. i come fr a not really rich.. but not really poor family.. hehe... i get mostly everything i want basicly... bt.. after joining yf.. my life changed.. really..
from small... i m a good student.. hehe... ya.. i love sport since small.. play basketbal in primary sch.. ran for sch.. then.. i entered a gal sch-convent..:) Honestly.. i didnt wanna go to tat so called "GOOD" sch... sad... the teacher r actually really bad... some lah.. juz tat no1 knows.. drop tat topic..:( form 1... life is like tat... i ran for sch..go mssj... broke my hand.. sad year... but i m really satified tat time.. coz i m doing quite well in sch... my result is good.. top 3.. but.. i actually hates books... :) hehe.. books sacks.. i studied b'coz other ppl study... most of my time r spent in sleeping.. hehe.. anyway.. i didnt care about religion.. coz i dont mind at tat time... for me.. violin is something i like n is 4 me.. somehow my relationship with ppl became worse coz i was so selfish.. n my home became somewhr i release my anger.. i started to hate to go home.. hating ppl around me...
well... form 2 came... my sport life is good... studies is good.. everything the same.. oo... n i m aso really an unopen ppl tat time.. i never tell ppl about my stuff coz i scare they will tell ppl.. so.. the onli thing i can do is cry.. tat is y now i m a good cryer... :( anyway.. 1 day... when my sis came back.. i saw her bible.. so i went n take a look... as i said(i hate books).. but something atttacted me.. 1 day.. i went to yf.. yf is cool.. got a lot ppl.. at least i c ppl during my weekends.. usually i stay at home slp or study or go shopping wan... through a phone.. i became a christian.. tat time.. i know nothing.. juz asked to do so.. so do lo... n my sis told me tat i must take up this responsible.. so i went for yf weekly.. learn things.. know friends.. but i still didnt beleive with anything.. finally 1 day.. i prayed as they were doing so.. wow.. things changed.. dont know wat.. but something changed... er... i love prayer time... n started to learn to pray...
thanks 4 hui ying.. i learnt quiet time... at 1st not often done... i learnt to serve god.. when i run.. when i play violin.. when i study... then i knew a great friend- JOY!!! she is joyful like her name... v became so so so good friends.. like sisters... REALLY!!! i really love her honestly!! i became more open.. v always talk about our trouble..go cg together.. i stared to became a christian.. living a christian life.. go to church..
well.. things didnt go smoothly.. thank god v overcome it.. i started to save my relationship with my family... n aso friends.. but failed.. my result went down coz i cant managed everything at once.. no1 can be 24 hours with me... so i seek god so so badly.. finally... during the impact conferce.. n esp... god impacted me... yeah!! things go so wrong bt i know tat god is alway with me... so i m strong.. i fear the lord... quiet time became a must..
2006.. form3 aridi... PMr year.. :( thank god.. i maneged to make a turn back b4 the pertengahan exam.. YEAH!!! hehe... during sport time.. i backslided actually... haiz.. i fokus too much at there... mssj tat time.. i m totally the different direction to god... :( coz something happened.. i fokus so much at some1 who is so good in sport... but later.. i got back after a great disappointment.. i was broken bcoz of this actually... but god didnt left me... yeah!!!
well.. thing isn't really good... of coz every1 hav problem wat... but i stared to dislike yf.. coz i was said by ppl.. so i hate myself a lot.. finally.. jit took a talk with me.. thing went better.. during camp.. god was really there... esspecially tat night at jit room.. anyway.. many thing happened.. but i had a better relationship with god n bro n sis in yf.. eventhought i will not be 1 of they who r "big".. but at least i m myself.. no1 would like me.. but i dont feel like caring aridi.. so.. GOOD!! later.. my hand again.. haiz... dont know y cant be stranghen la.. haiz.. but i can run le.. hohoho..haha.. cool...
i m not the same anymore.. eventhought i m fizically the same.. i m not pretty.. not clever than the clevest.. i cant pray as good as others.. cant run as fast as Muar gal.. but i m happy for wat i m now.. watever ppl wanna say.. go ahead la.. hehe.. none of my bussiness anyway.. at least now i care about others.. n not juz hanging over with the COOL ppl.. hehe.. juz wanna thanks joy!!! thank u ppl.. thank u friends.. n jit.. n thank god 4 my everything.. my talent.. n this real great chance!!!
LALALALALALALALA..
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22-03-91
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