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Paying What i wanted so badly..

On 7:14 PM , Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Sports... yap!!! cool... sports is everything to me.. but this simple, tiring, healty activiti actually caused lots of trouble to me.. hehehehe... of coz there will sure nothing is free.. but juz think tat mayb it juz cost too much to me...

my left hand is hurt..it is so weak.. i cant even lift up haevy thing with it now.. sad.. injury again.. tat doctor again.. juz seek of seeing his face n being treat by him.. he is so.. haiz.. very.. powerful.. twisting my hand+leg here n there.. PAIN ok... juz seek of tat la!!! y everytime injured wan???? wat is the point of being injured?! n need to train again.. i m seek of it.. i juz hate my soft useless bone.. alway injured.. I m really seek of it man!!! i had enough! when will God stop giving me such a test??? i had enough!! i juz hate injury!!! yet it juz come so freely.. cant u go away??

mayb sport means not much for others.. but 4 me.. i juz cant stop loving it.. i love the feeling of sucess after hard, tiring, happy training.. i love challenge.. but not injury.. after the fall, i realized how weak my bone is.. haiz.. juz b'coz of this.. i cant bang ppl during basketball match.. haiz.. ppl hav strong bone.. so good... i m seek of this...

after all, i really learnt n tasted a lot from mssd n j.. it is so great to work as a team.. cheering of each other.. unforgetable experince.. konw many friends.. but.. a lot is paid for tat.. my sleeping time used for training.. money used to buy all kind of medicine... miss lesson.. gotta study twice more than others... i m seek of tat.. haiz.. but it all this worth?? somehow, i juz think it is worth.. dont know y..

i seek of being easily injured.. easily cry.. lack of sleep... tasting those PAIn.. juz sacks.. juz feel like lift all this down.. but isnt this wasting wat god gave me? after all, not every1 can run.. n all can lompat pagar.. as ppl says.. isnt whether u wanna run or not.. is about whether u hav the talent or not.. so.. sure i must run.. god gave this to me.. so i should run..

Pain.. time.. training.. studies problem.. scars.. everything.. come to me.. desicions.. juz too much 4 me mayb.. run.. juz a verb... but meant too much to me... sports meant too much to me.. so i hav no choice i think.. juz hav to take n overcome them.. i hate pain.. but i like the feeling of sucess after hard work.. satifiction after i ran.. happiness.. everything.. somehow.. tat pain is juz like a stone in my road.. too much.. uncountable.. onli thing to do is to juz walk over.. tears.. so wat?



Through suffering, these bodies of ours constantly share in the dealth of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our bodies. (2 CORINTHIANS 4:10)
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