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I was dissapointed...

On 7:37 PM , Sunday, August 27, 2006

isnt about tat day... tat day was fun... juz tat i dat i dissapointed myself... n the band i guess... it was not really good... but i know everyonw tried their best... v tried our best to glorify God butthings seems to be bad...

mayb i expected too much... but i wanted myself to improve so badly... i m juz seek of my limited ability.. no matter how hard i tried... nothing make sence... i prayed for God help... without anything... i gave the whole moment to God.. i juz wanna do my best... i guess my best isnt enough.. maybe i m juz not a good violinist...

i cried for the Lord... well... i get my answer.. well.. somthing liketis was told to me... Jesus suffered so much.. but he overcame it... Y must i be depressed or down?? well... i m still down... n really wanna throw my violin away n live peace... but i know i cant.. icant be perfect... i m sorry if i dissapointed the band all the time.. i juz cant be the best maybe.. but i really tried my best for God.. really sorry if i dissapointed any worship leader or other ppl tat had high expectation... sorry Wei Wey.. but i know i must go on.. eventhougt many times i wanted to juz dont go to church or juz dissapear... or juz leave yf... but i know i must overcome it.. so i shall eat more chocolate n slp more... i think ishould give myself another chance... well... i m trying.. i juz hope i wil hav the confident n passion for violin tat i had at 1st...

The great example is our Lord
Of overcoming power;
The strength that brought Him from the grave
Give hope in life's dark hour. -Branon (daily bread)

LALALALALALALALA..

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