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Tired..

On 9:12 PM , Sunday, November 05, 2006

I m tired..i wil be mean..coz i m juz seek of it..i know is wrong to complain but i juz wanna make it right..

Last Sunday,i brought some friends..knowing tat they r not the HOLY ones..i wanrted to bring them to bcb court..not SMKCCC.. wat ever u think about them, they r not bad ppl..it juz doesnt make sense when i heard tat.." Xueqi, ur samseng frineds..", they looks like samseng but they wont harm ppl.. Is weird for me coz i dont really hav many close close(juz 1).. then y cant i ask my friend out since u all dont wanna talk to me?? WEIRD.. well, watever..Since u all r tat close, i juz seek of not being me n try to be in ur all's group.. It juz doesnt make sense anymore..

Mr.G, until now..i stil remember his words.. he said tat when the street kids heard teh story of Jesus, they were touched..bcoz Jesus was like them..so humble..well, even the steet kids r so worthly, y my friend is not? I surely think tat he has the right to be loved too..

well, is ok tat changes cant be accepted..the fact is, i cant too..i juz cant b part of those Older yfer..is hard when the circle is tat tight..but now, i m tired n stressed.. as u wish, i will stop, juz to make take a breadth.. seeing back, my life isnt tat smooth after all..I m really disappointed wit tis matter..well, is not the 1st time being said..but is juz sad..

Y must i alway b alone? i question God's plan..even question my presence..Standing alone is hard, yet without help when things go wrong..is even HARDER..yet somehow i lost my stand..I m running away..but it wil end..but juz WHEN? Thank goodness i hav u, Lord..

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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