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2007..

On 12:39 AM , Tuesday, January 02, 2007

erm, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!! hahahaha.. well.. cool year?! erm.. not really.. yet my most loved year.. i wasnt sure about my faith throughout 2005 n before.. so is lik.. GREW!! grew more mature lah.. n understand true meaning of a "Christian"..

i tasted true disappointment.. n sadness.. depression.. yet i stood up back again n searched hardly for my purpose living in KLUANG.. is hard to see others living in kl n go for mission yet me at kluang alone wit ppl who dont care.. but i learned to love Kluang n love simplility..which is totally not me.. to sit down quietly n read.. a book.. *really HARD!!* .. i told myself i will love n help my sch best friends whatever tat make sence.. is really hard when i lost fokus n ask for their reply.. "Who will love me?".. is so hard to carry on sometimes when things didnt go right.. yet.. I m alive.. not juz in sch, in YF too..

after mssd.. i didnt masuk mssm.. *it was my lowest n most down period of 2006..* is lik trained so hard..exhausted.. tired.. left out in studies.. n wat??! lost to a girl from Bukit Jalil Sport sch.. n time not good.. goosh.. n same time.. ppl disappoint ppl.. so.. YET! after months n months of recovering.. YAY!! i found it!! i should be grateful to go till MSSj.. so kind of greediness tat make me mad.. so insane.. i remember when we when for INside Out program in Dulous.. the handsome speaker said :"I always wanted to be a professional drummer..but finally know.. God dont wants me to be one.. n i will never be one.." somehow.. i m not made to go.. true.. coz tat time i need to catch up my studies.. so.. I M HAPPY WIT IT!!!! YAY!!

well..people.. many people i met in tis year.. n knew more about them.. I m happy n glad tat God gave me social skills.. n let me know many ppl on earth..*i wish to know an ET if there is* yet.. ppl do disappoints ppl.. me too did.. so many times.. mayb i didnt even know.. hurts will soon be history.. YEAP!!! hehe.. i guess i did had lots of crzy n awesome moments wit Yfers n sch friends n sports n basketball ppl.. hehe.. yet hurts r too tat much.. sometimes i wish i dont knwo tat much.. but i m KEA PO.. so.. hiaz.. i guess everyone has many faces ba..

well.. tis year.. FAMILY CAMP WAS THE BEST!!! goosh.. the speaker was awesome man!! seriously.. i forgot his face but remember wat he said.. his wife is so GREAT!! so sad to hear their story.. but.. THANK GOD i met them b4!! i m sure they forgot me aridi.. hahaha..nvm.. i remember something scary happened n all the youth we had a prayer meeting together n God was there.. so strongly there.. Goooshhh.. it was a awesome night.. n all Convent girls stayed n reflect n say sorry to each other.. hugging n crying badly.. i will never ever forget! n the sea was~AWESOME!!! goodness.. but ESP n UNO n Soul action was great too.. GREAT!!

countdown? i didnt.. i fell aslept n woke up again.. b4 tat.. i spent final time wit God.. alone.. i m happy wit it.. YAY!!! *eventhought i missed countdown..* well.. happily wit sadness deep inside.. i ended 2006.. wit some shocking NEWS! n new discover.. i said bye.. i m looking forward.. gosh.. WHY a? haha..

Like birds.. lets leave
behind wat we dun
need to carry..

Grudges,

Sadness deep inside..,

Pain,

Fear,

& Regrets..

*Lord..everything changes.. but YOU wont..*

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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The rising sun
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