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On 6:31 PM , Thursday, March 22, 2007

HappY? birthDay..
hem.. been busy lik mad. exam+add maths..plus rubbish.. I HATE SEJARAH!! gosh. but, since sch reopen, i been really happy, n so 'full'. no more depression ba.. at least now mountains of works to do la..
wah!!!! teachers r changed n teachers r gone. so sad. Pn Adilah went without 'bye!'.. i cant believe it! my goodness.. i really miss her.
well.. guess wat? today is my BIRTHDAY!!! YAY!! hem.. lots of 12am msg.. THANKS!!! a lot!! not as usual, i wasnt waiting for 12am to come.. i was hanging over. n kind of depress ba.. i m so glad to receive those msg!! i cried for 1. n the next 1 ,n so on.
When sch. gosh. suprise. gosh. present for some not-expected friends! i was SHOCK!! really shock. hem.. i guess, after all, a birthday present does miracles. throughout sch, not as usual, we were scolded by Pn tan, for being silent. hem.. lots of the quiet ones r asked to talk, of coz no me la. we actually had a great "chemsitry" class. where we learnt how to communicate..haha..
"I think your communication is more important than the atoms.."
which is 100% true!! haha..
Is was a great day. receiving n thanking. did wat i loved the most-SLEEPING!! for hours.. n missed a trip to chhs for the basketball match.. hem, fated la. no fate to see. but i really appreciate every wishes n gifts..
Someone gave me a letter with two ear-rings.. said:
".. Actually, these is two pairs of earings got thier own meaning u noe.. Th every 'sa' wan means you need to do something special in life. mayb is break record or stuff.. Then the girlish wan means you needs to be a good, kind, gentle friend to others.. Actually, dun you think these two are juz like us? v r so different, bt can be vry best friend for each others..Cool man.."
gosh. i cried to see tat. thorughout 16 years of life, i did a lot. n lost a lot.of coz, learnt a lot. What is life about? .. i found it.. Why here, not there? .. i understood.. somehow, pleased for the brokeness in life tat built me. family, friends, n ppl i wish to know.. too much. but i know when no one cares, someone cares.
one regret hit in my life-not dare to know ppl i really want to know. till now, some r long lost in somewhere, remain Unknown. or half-known. "how r you?"
hem.. birthday with tears? sad ke? no... is happy tears!!! YAY!! THanks a lot.. ppl.. ohH!!! today, i learnt. Sweet sixteen isnt tat special la.. juz a number.. but is depend on how u live it. For me, will try for different stuff.. haha.. n be salt n light. Let not the Unknowns to be unknown, let not the bad be worst, but better..
LALALALALALALALA..
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