Everything Changes. Battown-lesbianism

Well, recently, ppl been moving away, and leaving. I dunno. Yup, Yfers are leaving silently, leaving again. More and more. Soon, it will be the form5s. Soon, it will be my turn. Juz one more year. and yup, i wont be staying for Form 6.

Sad rite? Ppl leave. Yet, they leave for good. Being out of the comfort zone, we learn and experince life. Yup..., after living years under the water, everyone does wish to get out of it. To find the true meaning. To find the true love.

For me, no doubt. I found lots of awesome wonders of life. I treasure.

Accept changes is harder than being changed without knowing it. Things are changing.. Yet daily routine remains so.. Full of desires, and disasters. Kluang, been shinning visible love. Love that isn't told.

After all, we still hav to pack up our thoughts, and hopes. Yup, life goes on. Its journey remains uncertained yet faithful. It simply reminds me of the feeling of MSSD and MSSJ.. Sport seasons.. Merdeka moments, cheering. Worship.. Camps.. THE moment. Everything is juz a feeling. Yet, it is so stucked and bring out our conscience.

Flame. It's juz a feeling. Where pride comes up. Yet, before this, cost is needed and pride muz be pulled back. After all, it will comes to an end. Nothing matters. 100 marks? Number 1? new records? Prettiest?

At the end, nothing matters. Juz how faithful were we. And did we changed any lives.

"If we are faithless,
He will remain faithful
for He cannot disown Himself." 2 Timothy 2:13


Life is precious. But we carry grudges. We carry hurt. And, we hurt others, or create 'drama', to juz feel the "good" feeling. Which is short-termed.

Not sure whether i will hav my tmr. But, i m grateful. For the so-called "Asian love" that isn't told. That glorious love that enables friends to remain so, and families to be united. Such love fills the incomplete of life.

But, we ask for more. And God will surely be pleased if we serve. That's why ppl leave.

Fighting against thoughts. Wishing things to stop, is simply selfish. That's why I hav to selflessly let go, juz Let Go. Environment wont change, but i can change my thoughts.

At such critical moment, it's sad and disappointing, yet interesting to know that BATTOWN been a serious issue in Convent. Ppl pay no respect to others, insulting each other. I cant believe they did said the badge of : ...menghormati guru-guru.. dan rakan-rakan kami.."

Quite obvious, some din say it with their heart. It's juz a surface impression.

Juz complaining. Yet not knowing how hard some tried to strive for Convent and change for its good. Perhaps, you guys should stop condemning 4sc1 pupils as lesbian mates which is simply RIDICULOUS! shame. Think b4 writting. You never know what suffering and hurts you brought to them!! Ahhhhh...!!!

Yet, it was the time where our class starts sticking together and encourage them. Letters, or simply a "Will be ok lar!"..


i guess. It did changed. Our class did changed. Finally, we learn to love each other. Be aware of the importance of relationship, compared to studies.


I am amzed by what Changes did. It melted me, and shown me the true friendship, and love. Lord, my deepest gladness. My deepest desire.

LALALALALALALALA..