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On 8:18 PM , Saturday, October 06, 2007

EXAM: Fear vs. Faith

Exam. Simply sucks, at least for me. But, it's undeniable that it's the time where we officially 'study', and 'learn' in a painful way. For me, it makes me feel satisfied after having certain period of suffering.

But, it really can stress ppl up. Really. Haih, thinking of i month of dreadful uncertaincy and anxiety, it changes my delightful mood.

It's simply AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! an annoying feeling.

Hm. Ya, it's worst when our life isnt perfect. Ppl are still there, things dun change. Worst, ppl treat your exam as if it's a piece of cake. Not to mention, some terrible subjects, included Sejarah and Bio, Phy and Chem, will drag u to a moutainous heights and throw u down.

ABove all, Moral is the worst. Hm, not that we will be so 'moraltic' after knowing the nilai. Nor we can save the world. We should write less, score less, think more, be cooperative mah! ya, climate change.. Greenhouse effects.., After all, ppl still take advantages of this world.

Human beings are weird.

Back to exam, it's also a time, where our faith is tested. Of course, everyone is watching and thinks: why more and more not coming Yf already de? I wont judge lar, but now i realise, i respect those who faithfully come and present all the time a lot.

I respect them a lot. Bcoz, i know i m not even half of them.

Faithful walk, is like a marathon. Not a 100 meter race. It seems to be endless, but there is an end. Thinking of the days where I did not run in a proper, pleasing way, I m regret. Thinking of the days where we are so passionate towards God, Hm. remarkable. Yet, it's the not so glorious, or exhausting daily routine that God uses us, to be an example, and change lives.

Future, is my fear. Bcoz, i m frighten by its consistent inconsistency. But, i know i serve a BIG God. As i often forget, God has His plan. The uncertaincy of dreams are in His hand. Awesome right? haha~

Bocz of that, i m sure i will be delightful and energized to sit for my heavy, draggy, boring exams. I doubt whether its result will be good, but i m sure i will survive.

Hehe~ so, i m still ALIVE!!! HOOOOray!!

I still remember, someone while praying said: Lord... but we no need to pray for Your presence, bcoz You are contantly here with us.."

Emmanuel: God with us. It's the 1st few things i learnt when i 1st bcame a christian. But, fear always keep me from wishing non.

Somtimes, i fear to share. Bcoz, i dun want them to suffer like i did, or be scared by lots of things. The times, are really dreadful. Pain.

But, my firm opinion. Under my kebebasan bersuara, I hav no regrets. Never.

LALALALALALALALA..

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"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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