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On 1:31 AM , Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Sensitivity
the development of an ability to look beneath the surface of events, people and ask the question: What do these things mean? What is needed? And what can I contirbute?

Believe it or not, we have expectations on each other. Whether it's a simple HI, or an inviting conversation.

If, we are to count the 'signals' given which are not responded by others, this world is terrible. Because, if we are to wonder whether the world will go on without us, lacking just another unworthy soul, or at the midst of the never-ending crowd, would we be noticed if we drop off siliently? What feelings should be implanted? when facing friends are all happily engaged with boyfriends girlfriends, and when you check your life, you found yourself alone. How to react? when integrity is tested..

Will happiness be numbed, without me?
Will the economy of the whole wide world stop when I don't get what I desire?
Will our rakan in A. Syarikat sleeps that sound when exams are on?

If you practically, honestly think about it.
You would realise. This world is cruel.
Even when lacking a soul who owns feelings, contact with people, eats, plays.., the world goes on.

But, who are we to expect others to layan us?
Who are we to expect others to take note of our feeling?
Who are we to expect the person we care to love us the same way we do?
Even Jesus came down as a servant, why is it that hard to surrender? to stay humble?

The truth is,
we live with the expectations of others being sensitive enough to detect our point of view.
We expect reply. Little is never enough.
But on the other hand, why aren't others awake? Why people don't care? And, why must others' point of view be 'something' to us?

Recognication.
Acknowledgement.
We will not be satisfied with its gaining.
This is reality.

Reality is,
you never know how deep your haven't-interpreted-by-cerebrum word hurts.
You never know how important 'Thank You' is.
You never know what lays behind the smiles.
You never know how much it means to have you existed.
You never know how much feelings are stirring when the you actually think.

We never know.
This is reality. Live with it.

LALALALALALALALA..

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