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Adoration?

On 4:52 PM , Wednesday, July 08, 2009

We had our first Pre-exam 'trials' yesterday night. I couldn't really focus? hmm. You know. One of the songs I am playing is called Adoration. This song is a bit special, because I always treat it as a thanksgiving song for the Lord. =)

That night. I could bearly play properly?
" Praise God even during the bad times.."?

No idea why.
Everything seems to break apart suddenly.
Let's just say, I had enough?

Today was my first day in Pu1F3. Heard about lots of stuff that even sadden me. Gossips about me looking down on F3?
hmm. Just to clarify. I did blog about me unwilling to study there. But, It isn't about the class or the people. It's just that I miss being in F1?
Whatever. Really whatever. Not worthy to be a problem.
Sorry for the masam face.=( I am really tired already.
Tired of people ( i know who you are) saying stuff behind my back yet projecting a happy face in front of me?
Tired of the way things are. The ridiculous system. @*^#($&^#$!*@
Tired of being 'buang'-ed/randomly kicked aside without warning?

Sorry. Really am sorry.
But, I am human too? got limits eh?
To certain extend, I don't really care what people think lie bah. Planned to ponteng to simply rest instead of being this emotionally unstable / easily affected. But, hehehehe.. I am just trying to strive for whatever hope I have to have a second chance?

Why. Why so abandoned?
Suddenly so much thoughts about quiting or giving up to run away.
what happened to the transforming people's lives bringing joy missions?

This is a selfish world. People move on.
A war to fight?
I want to fight for it, not because it's deserving. I never actually fight for something this eagerly before eh? =X

Lots to face. No more strength.
堕落.. time to raise up?
Will pull myself back again. =)
No worries. Still alive. Wanna give up, but will not.=D
lost count of my unsatisfactions, tired.
I am tired liao.need a break..

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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