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drew lots

On 4:32 PM , Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Today was a day to remember?
Well.. During our lecture, teacher masuk, and out of the blue. 8 of us were asked out to draw lots. Draw lots, to see who unlucky, have to change to another class.

Reason: F3 has only 17 pupils left. need people to go there?
AHHHHH. You know larh. I kena lor.
Let's just say I been seriously unlucky? from yesterday..ups and downs.=.=!!

You know.
The moment I saw what I got. I nearly burst into tears?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
ARGH. Of course I didn't cry larh.=P
But just that. It was so sudden, and after all the accumulated low self-esteem happenings, sort of felt rejected, what I see, people's reactions, the not-good-enough-ness..
I broke down lo. Tell me, how to not?

Just because I was unlucky, drew lots kalah. Masuk another class. Then you're telling me all this while same-class-ing there isn't any feeling lar? Are we that unworthy to let our future be determined by lots?

Well. I am sad. Freaking sad?
You know. I always been my pleasure to be in this class ar. Really. I love the kind of environment, people sitting around, right got inconsistent Yan Hong, left got nice-to-bully Ah Da!, front of pinky toy to push?(haha!!), back got rolls of Mr. Smart(s).. Though seriously, sometimes really just hate/disappointed with the guys - being inefficient, discouraging etc. (=P..)

Abruptly, no grip? no 'home'; no purpose?

Tell you a truth.
Main reason why didn't I changed stream is because, I found a class that is more than worthy/fun to be in. A place to be called home?=)

Thanks ar people. For being so 'agresif' in trying to make things work. I appreciate it! =D hehehe. Weird hoh? times like this, four of us gathered again.=) "That's what friends are for..", I am deeply, in silience reminded.

People in PU1F1. JIA YOU LO!! would be great if I can get back.. We'll see. Just to clarify, I enjoyed every single minute. Seriously, and time having each of you all..=) JIA YOU LIEH!!

We took this picture because Sin Yee was to leave.
Didn't expect this coming. me leaving too?
time will make passed people the past. I know that. I really am clueless, why me? why why why..but is Your plan huh?

A man's heart plans his way,
but the Lord directs his steps.
there's power in surrendering..

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
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"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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