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On 5:11 PM , Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Usually I won't get tired of blogging.
Love hearing voices to voices. Talk banyak, ask here and there =D
But recently, I find it hard to truly express what I feel?
To summarize how am I doing. Questions like : " How was your week?" seems to keep me thinking, cracking my head etc.

UHH.=P
Yesterday during Lecture. Three of us (me with mama and papa =P) were sort of sharing what we feel, learnt and why(s)., expectations in these two years etc. So I shared quite a lot. But when I got back home. I sort of realised I didn't and wasn't able to fully express what state I am in?

HEHE.
Hard to really verbalise feelings in the midst of unknown?

Today Wan Jun asked me (in chinese) : So you been here with us for quite some time liao., still want to tranfer back to F1?

In my mind. Clueless.
Maybe, I gave up too fast and hardly imagine dapat tranfer back?
Or. I am still not believing that all these things happened?

DUNNO. REALLY. =)
But honestly. It still is heart-wrenching. To pass by. To see my place being removed. To see much going-on without me. I guess, time to let go yah? =D

I guess. Growing up. I been choosy when it comes to friends?
we can never run away. God will always bring back the one thing we find it hard to duel with? ( man... so true..=X )

=)
At the end of the day.
I am happy?YEAP. Well. Sad, of course. But will get back on tune! =D
I realised it has been quite challenging.
Even from the first day of Form 6? (really lie..)
HAHAHAHA =D
Glad to know many awesome close-to-heart friends.
A banch of ball-lovers! Both badminton and basketball!!! =)
Some super smart brainy people! =P
And kepo, but really important banch of lunch partners!! =D

I look back.
I did what I used to find it reluctant to do.
"Class : PU1 F3"
This sudden distract was too random and painful.
I learnt to lay down my pride.
Not what I desire,but Your plan is far more greater?

堕落是否, 是个选择. 我选择成长..

LALALALALALALALA..

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TEO XUE QI =)
22-03-91
"Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"
PSALM 16:11

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The rising sun
age old
yet new and inspiring
lighting up the world
with its soft pink rays;
just watching the familiar hues
dance on the still water
I return to emotions
that never truly left.
Just as the sun sets
it rises again
wide arms embracing a new day.

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Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.